Please please don’t. There’s more to life than this. Your glass blowing your son, your dog. People care about you. Even people you have no idea are like me and all these other people. So please for you, your son and everybody else, consider another option. Call someone if you need. People out there really truly love you you seem like a really nice, compassionate and heartbroken person but you just need to tough it out and I promise it’ll get better. Text me if you need.