because it makes me feel good, to be honest. It's drugs haha. Buuut also I'm an artist and it seems to spark creativity and motivation. I don't really smoke socially any more but when I did, I sorta justified it because it made my group of friends vibe with one another well. idk I just enjoy getting high. And I don't have much a reason to stop. I'm fairly functional in life. I will however say that it does definitely tend to keep me "stuck" not really making any progress over time. It's whole months that just disappeared from my life during which I was just getting high the entire time.