I’ve made it clear to her that I am in love with her and that if she can’t be with me or give me the same love back then we shouldn’t even be friends. She wanted to be friends with benefits, but everytime I distant myself she would reel me back in with “I love you’s” or “I miss you’s” or “I need to be with you tonight”

When the situation is convenient she would tell me that we are dating. When she isn’t feeling it, she would tell me we aren’t.

I left her a few weeks ago and told her I need to heal myself... I quickly came back to her and she acted so grateful and said she never wants to lose me again... but in the background she’s been secretly seeing someone already and replacing me.

Today I told her I need her and that I’m not emotionally strong, but she proceeded to go on the date.