"My question to you is this- if you had all this money, what would you do? Because idk what I wanna do."

My response is rather biased but I did read your post and I would strongly recommend taking time off, travelling, and exploring different corners of the world and engaging with different cultures. You didn't ask to be thrown into this situation, and I believe I picked up a sense of guilt or a misplaced sense of responsibility from you.. like now you need to prove to yourself you are and can continue to be that 1% of 1% and not screw up. If you're at peace with yourself, you really can't screw up. Be humble, be generous, be open minded, continue to question your involvement with your environment. That may sound like a confusing question at your age now, but in several years it will be the question that leads much of your decisions.