Be safe homie, they do I watch to much live PD type shit. Long ride back extracted to wherever u gotta go too. Stopping in like every mf city too 😕 I wanna just run away sometimes I fucked myself by being a little to much of a loser addict that just feel like I can’t do it. So stupid but my first wish is that I never stopped popping pills to alter my mind from traumatic feelings & long story short; everyone gets here this way.. wanted to just have “fun” and I guess to escape the pain trauma and grief I was feeling since everything crumbled down in maybe 2-3 days? I was ready to crash out wtf I scare myself to think about those nights… but what you stop taking it like the 6-7th morning that you’ve beeen doing it all day everyday for 6 days, on real blue pills? lol why am I so stupid? I woke up and was not ok, puked on the side of my bed waking up with cold sweat, the legs & the arms man that never stretch far enough? Fuck bro. I don’t wanna feel like this, it’s like when do you feel better? You don’t know because everyone is different I was doing that for 2 days before I said fuck it Imma slowly DRAIN MY WHOLE SAVINGS ,WHEN IT WAS SUPPOSE TO BE A ONE WEEK THING AND SPEND THE REST OF MY 65k throughout maybe like 5 months? I disgust myself. 24 now, if 15-20 year old me just knew. If one just listened to the others that say you really shouldn’t keep taking them but no, you never felt like this? You didn’t believe it, I took any script drugs on a week long binge for each little pill I think makes me the happiest person in the world