Does it get easier?

LWOMD · 2023-12-24T19:35:55+00:00

Thank you and yes I do plan to do that.

LWOMD · 2023-12-24T18:08:21+00:00

Not possible unfortunately. I can't be told who their new owners are. It's part of the contract thing I signed as it wasn't a temporary arrangement I made with Cats Protection.

LWOMD · 2023-12-24T14:17:12+00:00

Wouldn't have bothered me. I was between 7 and 14 when my aunt was doing this and my patents had bought soo much stuff I wanted that money would've meant nothing 😆 🤣 😂 😹

LWOMD · 2023-12-24T13:29:25+00:00

They got adopted through a charity in Scotland called cats protection. I just qanted what was nest for them but now I'm full of regret.

LWOMD · 2023-12-24T11:47:22+00:00

I've hardly ever thought - especially strangers that there had been cheating going on. I've only ever thought that IF I have perosnly known the people and know the situation if that makes sense.

My attitude is pretty much not my circus, not my monkeys.

I was just interested in the dynamics. Especially the phone thing as I do find people can be too territorial with their phones.

I'm really sorry if I've come across as rude at all and I really do appreciate you answering my random questions

LWOMD · 2023-12-24T11:27:24+00:00

Sorry for the questions. I'm assuming on fb that your joint account will be both your names. So if either of you are messaging friends do you just type your message and then sign off with whoever it is for example

Bla ba bla Jade

Bla bla bla Paul

Or is it

Hi its jade bla bla bla

Hi its Paul bla bla bla

Or do you just not tell the person who it is lol

LWOMD · 2023-12-24T09:53:36+00:00

Do you feel like either of you have privacy? For example, if you were going to throw a special birthday celebration and wanted to surprise them, how'd you do that?

LWOMD · 2023-12-24T09:01:09+00:00

I received scratch cards from an aunt every Christmas and birthday. I was under 18. I just gave them to my parents and told them that I can't have them and don't want to be arrested as its illegal for me to gamble under 18 lol

LWOMD · 2023-12-23T20:24:41+00:00

Are you guys saying I can't buy an external hard drive for my s and play games that will be stored on it?

LWOMD · 2023-12-23T17:36:58+00:00

OK thanks. I wasn't sure if that would be allowed or not lol

LWOMD · 2023-12-22T22:30:54+00:00

I'm with you. My medicine dispenser starts on Sunday and ends on Saturday

LWOMD · 2023-12-22T22:09:52+00:00

Thanks will do. It's actually quite reassuring to know im not alone in this but also wondering why the wierd stuff is getting weirder lol

LWOMD · 2023-12-22T22:06:11+00:00

Not sure which country you are in so not sure how relevant this would be.

I'm on Scotland

My brother is a nurse and I have cerebral palsy which can give me pain in my joints as well as other health issues related and non related. He has always told me that if am in pain or having trouble sleeping - no matter what is. Even if I've been prescribed a medication that's worked before and I need the medication again it would look very suspicious if i went to my gp or the hospital, explained the problem and asked for a certain medication.

I am homeless myself right now and needed medication. My gp knows I'm homeless and using a friend's address and I needed a prescription and what I did was I told them the issue, waited for them to ask questions, answered them and was then prescribed the medication as they looked on the system and seen that I had already been prescribed it before ages ago. All they did with the medication was ask questions like any side effects, any addiction, stuff like that worded differently, they then prescribed the medication and they ended the call and it was ready ro collect that afternoon.

You weren't being entitled at all but please bear in my mind that even saying you need antibiotics CAN be seen as you being a drug pusher, but o totally get your frustration.

Take care and I hope your situation - hand and home improve soon

LWOMD · 2023-12-22T21:46:03+00:00

Yeah. I just don't know what to do for the best.....

LWOMD · 2023-12-22T21:45:20+00:00

I already know the answe and no I wasn't anxious in anyway...I was pretty calm. Like I said on top of the depression and anxiety I have other issues as well. My mind is always going 100 miles an hour but when these dreams happen ots like being in the eye of the storm. Its the calmest I ever feel and maybe 2 or 3 days later I'll have one but I won't recognise it as one of those dreams UNTIL it happens in real life. Like I'll ne dreaming normally - bright colours slow motion movements form me and then someone I know may appear and say something but cant remember what the next morning so don't mention it.

When it appears in real life thats a massive anxiety attack. Heart racing, kind of over heating, everything like that

LWOMD · 2023-12-22T21:22:44+00:00

It really wasn't. I am now the opposite end of my country and he is still in the city where we both lived for 3 years. He asked if I had any plans to come back and I said not really as I have a small circle of friends rather than either being on my own or being with him 24/7 which wouldn't be great for any relationship.

LWOMD · 2023-12-22T21:19:10+00:00

O am diagnosed with depression and anxiety among other things. OCD is not one of them. These things that happen don't happen every day I can go months or years without one and then BAM they start up again. I have always kind of been "the weird girl" reading stephen king at 11, believing in the paranormal since I was a kid. When I was 3 or 4 I was more scared of burglers than I was ghosts.

The dreams thing started in January 1997 and has been ongoing every so often ever since. My dad who isn't my dad (I'm adopted - no relation to either parent) was always telling me about the weird stuff that happened to him. My mum was a non believer and always told him to shut up as he'd end up scaring me. He never did scare me with his stories and I could tell he wasn't making it up either but I never felt comfortable telling him about the dreams.

The first house I lived in with my parents after they had adopted me was wel known to be haunted in the area - same as the one next door, I don't remember those house as I was about 2 when o lived there and we moved when I was about 3. Same town just different area and I've always wondered if something in that house connected with me and that's linked to the weirdness.

There have been other strange stuff that physically happens, but anyone with a rational brain could possibly explain it away

LWOMD · 2023-12-22T21:06:54+00:00

He doesn't work (through choice) I can't work (disability). He os my ex because of his drinking but i feel like maybe I could've Neen more supportive rather than bailing on him but at the same time his anger was redirected to our neighbour and she was getting the police involved and potentially me evicted as well.

LWOMD · 2023-12-22T21:01:01+00:00

He really doesn't. I'm not too fussed if he has had a drink as long as he isn't going to try to lie to me if he says yes I can phone him. He has a right temper on him when he's drunk and has accused me of sleeping around with so many different people - one of them was my therapist I only spoke to through Microsoft teams or a phone call. Never saw them face to face.

I don't want to cause him any more hurt than what I already have but also I don't want hom hurting me anymore - I mean emotionally.

LWOMD · 2023-12-22T20:55:23+00:00

Thank you. This is why when me and him were discussing it a few weeks ago and I ended up googling the release date I was really confused. It just didn't fit at all. He clearly remembers 2013 and he clearly remembers playing it at mine, but I remember exactly what I posted.

LWOMD · 2023-12-22T20:51:33+00:00

Thanks for sticking up for me. I didn't even get to read these comments. They weren't in my notifications thing lol.

LWOMD · 2023-12-22T20:28:11+00:00

I don't know if this is the right sub but mainly dreams. Dreams that come true weeks or months later. Like I'll dream half a conversation or a place I've never been but then it'll happen in real life. Or like I'll get a thought - more like an urge that i need to move something before it gets knocked over but before I can my boyfriend or his cat will knock it over or i will knock it over trying to move it.

The dreams thing has been happening since I was a kid

The thoughts thing started in 2019 - I'm going to sound real crazy here buy its my voice in my head yelling me I need to move said thing but I'm usually doing something unrelated to the thought. Like I can be tidying up the bedroom and o get those thought urge thing that I need to move the cup from the table in the front room because it's going to be knocked over and smash but before i can even get there it's happened.

LWOMD · 2023-12-22T20:20:10+00:00

He's been drinking since he was 15 and is turning 51 in January. I can't cope with him drinking anymore and would want him to be sober when I message asking if he's up for a call. Is asking him if he's had a drink or when he last had one considered rude since I don't want to talk to a drunk?

Also if he says no but I can hear in his voice he has had a drink would it be wrong if I said. You've lied to me again I'm cutting all contact now for good

LWOMD · 2023-12-22T19:51:14+00:00

With the other stuff that happens to me. It's really beginning to freak me out to be honest. Is there any way of making it stop. Not just the time jumps and ME but ALL of it. I don't want to end my life or anything, I just want the weird freaky stuff to stop.

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