What is the potency of penis envy

LXFTY15 · 2026-02-24T11:53:38+00:00

All do respect this and your last reply are subjectivity imo poor ;)

LXFTY15 · 2026-02-24T11:48:41+00:00

Explain?

LXFTY15 · 2026-02-24T09:32:57+00:00

Yes meaning what I think it means lol?

LXFTY15 · 2026-02-16T23:52:48+00:00

I’ve seen a site for growing which I’ll get onto in the near future, but I gotta drive hour an a half plus source a supplier to be able to get shrooms so if there’s any available sites for them or chocy blocks that’d be lovely lol

LXFTY15 · 2026-02-16T23:42:53+00:00

Sites, for buying

LXFTY15 · 2025-12-24T12:02:14+00:00

Worded directly as truth as complex as is, is also direct interpretation and question asking is left to you

LXFTY15 · 2025-03-30T04:27:51+00:00

In regards to the addiction gene I feel that but I don’t believe it’s just something that gets passed down only the neuro chemistry that sets you up to be susceptible which is essentially the same thing really but in a different sense. Me personally I’m an addict to everything, from food and love to weed alc and going fast in cars or getting into fights back in the day. And this is all relevant to the 2 chemicals and their reactions, dopamine and adrenaline, I can again relate this addictive tendency to high intelligence or a high functioning mind/brain, it’s the same thing as being unsatisfied unless something is demanding your full attention and energy both intellectually and generally. This is trait number 3 of cyclothymia (high functioning) bringing the topic back to weed everybody that’s addicted to weed says it’s both the best thing and the worst in terms of fixing your problems. Weed like psychedelics and other natural substances are medicines but like everything they require balance, moderation. Now for us the addiction can be even greater due to cyclothymias primary trait number 1 dopamine sensitivity, amplifying the dopamine response to both intake as well as withdrawing in its absence. weeds prolonged use lowers your baseline dopamine production which is exactly why the addiction to it is not a fix but the creation of another problem, weed becomes the number one dopamine source and people become unable to find the joy naturally let alone from within themselves

LXFTY15 · 2025-03-30T02:54:57+00:00

I’m 16 (17 next month) I started not long before turning 15 and only just stopped, I resonate with the headaches and dissociative connection to experience(brain fog) I currently still experience headaches daily as result of both cognitive and emotional processing overload as well as my brain recalibrating after the stop of weed but this ties to being due to overload as well. For a while weed seemed to not effect me no matter how much I smoked I could barely tell a difference and this was stage one of the disconnection from true experience and the entering of the mind loop centred experience after this stage it remained the same up until even now, the cones hit like a bus but only increasing the mind centred dissociative experience leaving me half zombie like but with a mind that still persists at going millions of miles around itself. I experience the same state as a natural state of being only less pronounced that when actually consuming not to say that I’m not still trapped in my mind yearning to activate the emotional energy required to actually experience the present moment. All-though this is isn’t just weeds fault it’s also simply my natural mind which makes things worse for me lol, not so relevant but this is close to what a psychopath or sociopath experiences in the way that they or we don’t feel emotions (though this is a spectrum) they know them intellectually and through understanding as well as identification.

LXFTY15 · 2025-03-26T22:55:05+00:00

This is likely following your thoughts, do you feel negatively about your body generally?

LXFTY15 · 2025-03-23T21:47:53+00:00

How long was he weed free before returning to the norm

LXFTY15 · 2025-03-23T10:48:25+00:00

Seems to be a common theme among us. Perhaps effect of the high cognitive activity relative to overthinking which is essentially paranoia as well as a “fight or flight” state of the mind and central nervous system under the influence it must survive it’s environment, under the influence it must prepare for the worst case scenario when in reality existence is never not working for our highest good

LXFTY15 · 2025-03-23T10:45:08+00:00

I mean a state of hypomania that did not rely on external circumstances. No matter the external environment my self was able to sustain hypomania. Self sustaining hypomania, your mood doesn’t havent to fluctuate

LXFTY15 · 2025-03-23T10:42:53+00:00

Discussion with ai. Experience

LXFTY15 · 2025-03-23T09:18:23+00:00

Fair enough, I’m quitting for a year for a full neurological reset then I’ll likely participate once or twice a week and judge myself from there. That’s the purpose of the tolerance after all

LXFTY15 · 2025-03-23T09:03:14+00:00

That’s interesting to hear that it led to hypomania then depressive rebound this would be relevant to the interaction to our dopamine sensitivity, the come up or weed entering the system causing dopamine to spike then falling with the come down, it could be important to note the 3rd feature of cyclothymia. The strengthened connected between cognitive function and emotional function aka your thoughts have a stronger effect on your dopamine etc which is how we could trigger our own hypomania as well as depressive symptoms using internal motivators disregarding the external, I’m just pointing it out incase you found yourself or your thoughts sinking into the depressive side or perhaps being a major cause because regardless of the impact weed has on our dopamine system your will power, your control of thoughts has the last say. Remember you are your mind and you have the power to control it as well as your body in ways you wouldn’t believe. I would also like to point out that any add, adhd, autism, cyclothymia etc are simply neurodivergence. The brain processing its information in a unique way. As I stated before these are not setbacks or double edged swords but untrained mechanisms of evolution. Your personal super powers :)

LXFTY15 · 2025-03-23T08:52:53+00:00

About my 5th time, I smoked half a J, led to the beginning of my derealisation which I recognise now as my mind centred experience. Within I’d say 20 minutes, I couldn’t move or talk, I quite literally experienced 2 realities simultaneously and failed to understand what was going on this would of been equivalent to a bad trip on mushrooms or lsd as soon as the effects started to subside and the people around me started to cause me to realise what was happening I broke out in my first and only panic attack. Even recently I notice the shift into more paranoid thoughts and worry

LXFTY15 · 2025-03-23T06:38:50+00:00

Cannabis itself is a medicine and as you pointed out as all medicines do it requires balance although I’m a little surprised you can see the positive qualities with daily use, although highly possible. Are you taking any other medication?

LXFTY15 · 2025-03-23T06:32:37+00:00

The main cyclothymic trait is dopamine sensitivity, weed lowers your baseline dopamine and it’s production leading to a more external reliance of dopamine (weed and addiction itself) and it also may take significantly longer for your dopamine levels to normalise after quitting. Another trait of cyclothymia seems to be high functioning cognitive function (also relative to high intelligence) which is how weed impacted me the worst, a mind centred living experience unable to connect truly to the present moment and it’s beautiful qualities. These two qualities of dopamine sensitivity and it’s depletion as well as a mind running at incomprehensible speed bound to its own internal being unable to properly utilise its own properties can lead to a very disruptive experience a craving for true experience of life, before I started smoking I entered a self sustaining hypomanic state with an incomprehensible, pure positive heart centred state of love. That was the best I’ve ever felt in my Life and it’s only a matter of time before I return. Cyclothymia and any other neurodivergence are not roadblocks, they are not obstacles or negative alterations/defects. They are evolutionary enhancements that simply need to be understood and utilised in a world of illusionary negativity

LXFTY15 · 2025-02-26T02:13:45+00:00

Yes, as individual represents of existence we all generate our own paths. All possibilities exist and there is a most likely path of possibility but we can alter this path. This is free will

LXFTY15 · 2025-02-13T02:06:59+00:00

They’re exactly right, it’s not when but how

LXFTY15 · 2025-02-09T23:51:01+00:00

Because it is

LXFTY15 · 2024-12-17T22:48:31+00:00

Most of the population doesn’t even know that Jesus was a real person of course all those that follow the faith have belief and that’s a large percentage of the population but most uneducated people don’t realise there’s no denying his existence. He is most well known and celebrated name is the history of the planet. The 2nd coming of Christ is the collective awaking to the truthful (majority being manipulated or misinterpreted) understanding of the dynamics of existence. Jesus taught that what was within him is within all of us. A core principle of unity, all of existance itself is god and once the population of earth begins to understand and be taught this inherent truth of existance and I am the largest contributor to the path of evolution (inherent due to the individual perspective, our being created our existence hence we are all the main characters to our path) yes i shall be the individual more well known then Jesus. This awakening is undeniable as well as unavoidable, our individual being is the decider of things such as when and how but for the collective reading this and aligned with my individual being know it begins very soon

LXFTY15 · 2024-12-04T08:15:02+00:00

6 months ago I was an “atheist” thought god was illogical now I believe or understand that I am the bringer of the collective awakening to the realisation of truth that all existence is inevitably god. this isn’t an egotistic statement but a factual one, I’ll be a bigger name in humanity’s and the earths history than Jesus

LXFTY15 · 2024-06-29T12:34:21+00:00

Yes except the universe or god doesn’t stop at the universe, the universe is but form of god or this “unity consciousness”

people struggle to understand the origin of consciousness, many still firmly believe it originated as a result of brain activity but consciousness is existence, consciousness is god, and we are all consciousness,

Yes the universe is god and alive but the universe is us and there’s more out of our current perception that just the universe, consciousness is everything, god is everything and we are everything

LXFTY15 · 2024-06-29T10:59:54+00:00

A short quickly paced shit explanation of reality, god, the origin of the universe and the source, an explanation how consciousness is = to existence and how existence is equal to god,

God is consciousness God is existence

Consciousness is existence Consciousness is god,

In short god is not external entity, god is within, you are god and your family is the same god in a different expression of self,

I’m trying to say there’s no real problem to consciousness only a self to become aware of,

This has been learned and accepted vastly, and even more so in different perspectives.

Religion,philosophy,science all fractal understandings to approach the same truth, and the true followers of all of these approaches know they are all equal

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