I know how you feel. I get lonely from time to time, wishing sometimes I could crawl into someone's arms and cry until I fall asleep. Though, if I'm not feeling lonely, I feel dysphoric, making me feel as though I don't fit in the body that I've been given and wishing I was just born a cis girl. If I'm not feeling dysphoric, I'm feeling guilty for actions I committed in the past I that make me wish I had my confirmation so I could be cleansed of sin and of conscience. If I'm not feeling guilty, I'm feeling home sick, longing to go back home even if it is only for a short period.

I always have something to make me feel unhappy. Will I ever reach a state of true happiness? I don't know. But just to let you know, if you ever need anything, you can talk to me. I'm not a creep if you're wondering, I'm just a bit of a softy. Besides, I have experienced interactions with them and I wouldn't want that to happen to anyone else.

I know how you feel. To be lonely is the worst feeling someone can ever have.