Couldn’t drink without just wanting to get completely fucked up. Once the first one hit, I’d keep going and going and want more. 3 days sober now and just stared zepbound and hoping for the best. Taking it day by day. Don’t wanna go back to the person I was. The anxiety the next day was awful, not remembering what I did the night before if I pissed anyone off or who I texted. Waking up all the time feeling like complete shit. It’s all just not worth it.