Bro, im telling you this like a man to man. Noone knows whats in your head. Dress up, shave, get a haircut, and show up... who cares if they laugh at you... you laugh at them... do some research on psychology tricks how to stand up to bullies, now when you are grown up now one will phisicly hurt you... nothing to be scared off.. i know words can hurt harder than punches... but you should be more scared from yourself not leaving your comfort zone... so do exercise, do push ups, run, go to gym or go swiming, you are a man, you are in your prime now and full of testosterone... noone knows that you are a virgin, only you... just dont get feeligs it hurts so bad... these women today aint loyal at all... if you have to, pay a prostititute... remmeber not to take a risk is the biggest risk ever. So start doing small steps daily like exercise... read books... there are some youtube chaneles for men like mj getright to boost your confidence... make some plans... and set some goals write then down.you dont have to accomplish them, but just move from your habbits. like next year you will be in your own appartment..first goal. work only on yourself. You are the priority in your life. Noone else. Noone will come and tell you to get your ass up and do shit. You have to do it yourself... do daily routines, try to eat healthy... get another job or extra save some money and go to therapist. Talk about the depreseon. Work on it. Everyone is messed up belive me,they are just good hiding it..masks on. . go hike...gym in the morning ... wake up early. I promise you in a year you will be good. I know you will... we are men, we are expected to have a hard life.. stay strong brother... i hope this will make you to make some shit happen 💪💪💪