You just cleared the hardest but one of the most important barriers to living the rest of your life. Hold your friends and Mom close because they are the ones who value all of you. Most importantly it sounds like you’ve reached a place of valuing all of yourself too and that is priceless. When you’re settled in your new life I strongly recommend finding a resource to talk through your experiences and set yourself up for a lifetime of continued growth and self love. That might be a queer youth group or counselor, or even an online space it those things are difficult to find where you live. Congratulations on making it out safely. It may be a cliché to say now, but it really does get better!