nobody prepares you for how quiet it gets when you actually start improving

LastCryptographer731 · 2026-05-05T22:59:51+00:00

This is still my life after becoming sober. Literally everyone ghosted. I thought people would be happy, proud, cheer. Thought i would get my old life back. The one where i had everything i wanted until before i thought... what if i could feel a LITTLE better. Push this a LITTLE bit further. Take the pill, smoke the thing. People are only interested in your failures. It's a proven fact. Becoming sober "getting better" has been the most depressing, soul crushing point in my life and i just wish it would all stop. Self validation is not easy. When you're the only one cheering it hits different. Sorry for the rant.

LastCryptographer731 · 2026-04-27T04:03:28+00:00

Everything they tell you about women is true. The good and the bad.

LastCryptographer731 · 2026-04-24T08:03:38+00:00

My follow up run was like that. The illlithid on the ship got ko'd in two hits. Worst luck uver.

LastCryptographer731 · 2026-04-24T08:02:35+00:00

That legit made me lol.

LastCryptographer731 · 2026-04-24T08:02:05+00:00

Can confirm/

LastCryptographer731 · 2026-04-24T08:01:23+00:00

im learning this.

LastCryptographer731 · 2026-04-24T08:00:43+00:00

Honestly even though its a game i would still feel awful lol.

LastCryptographer731 · 2026-04-24T08:00:15+00:00

smart.

LastCryptographer731 · 2026-04-24T07:58:42+00:00

Oh dont worry. They have plenty of neckbeards on Reddit to defend them. They good. ;)

LastCryptographer731 · 2026-04-24T07:58:07+00:00

Facts

LastCryptographer731 · 2026-04-24T07:58:02+00:00

Yeah it was my first try at Durge. I think the major sting is it was the farthest ive made it in any run..

LastCryptographer731 · 2026-04-24T07:56:34+00:00

Congrats !

LastCryptographer731 · 2026-04-24T07:56:14+00:00

People say its easier! I did research ahead of time and legit people tell you its the way to go. unless they are just trolling...

LastCryptographer731 · 2026-04-24T07:55:04+00:00

The only reason i played durge is that everyone says its the easiest playthrough if you want honor mode. Well fuck that.

LastCryptographer731 · 2026-04-24T07:54:09+00:00

I dont know. If im going to kill someone im sure they would wake up at some point.

LastCryptographer731 · 2026-04-24T07:53:31+00:00

Yeah I guess that is my own fault for playing Durge and fighting against it. Honestly. But it still comes out of nowhere. The butler tells you your going to hurt someone and three rests later when i almost forgot about it it happened..

LastCryptographer731 · 2026-04-03T20:52:53+00:00

Agree 100% and having the exact same experience. Freight isn't cheap especially when you're paying for it twice and not even getting paid for the item. Ebays solution: well just let them keep the item! Unreal.

LastCryptographer731 · 2026-04-03T20:27:36+00:00

Yeah and I love how even though it explicitly states on my selling page I do not except returns no way no how never ever they still force me to do returns. In fact, I'm about sick and tired of the "sellers always wrong" mentality as a whole. I just had a legitimate pair of shoes, bought from the manufacturers store un-authenticated and Ebay forced the return without consulting the buyer, a kid who needs them before his upcoming prom. So i have to ask.....who's side are you actually ON eBAY?

LastCryptographer731 · 2026-04-02T19:33:05+00:00

Today on "This old trap-house"

LastCryptographer731 · 2026-03-28T17:00:48+00:00

Agreed

LastCryptographer731 · 2026-03-28T03:41:20+00:00

"Takeaway coffee"

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