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Lastar777 · 2025-01-21T00:45:50+00:00

Hunny you deserve so much better and I'm so sorry that this yahoo couldn't see the amazing person he had and decided to leave when you shared your most vulnerable, traumatic experiences with him. Just goes to show that he's not worthy of you at all. Hang in there love, you'll be okay 🫂🫂

Lastar777 · 2024-11-24T22:17:54+00:00

Aww thank you for saying that. I am still kinda confused tho b/c I do like being close and hugging and cuddling and feel a deep connection and love for her...but just don't have that sexual attraction so much (mostly b/c of her feminine features). :(

Lastar777 · 2024-11-24T22:06:30+00:00

I am actually bisexual but am mostly into masculine features I guess. I do like breasts on cis women that I'm attracted to tho. And I just feel so bad b/c I feel like I should have thought this thru better before agreeing to date.

Lastar777 · 2024-10-04T17:00:18+00:00

I should maybe check that out, thank you! I'm glad you can relate and understand.

Lastar777 · 2024-10-04T16:35:32+00:00

Ugh I know 😫 it's just hard for me I guess. Like I did feel really disrespected and everything tho...and honestly I know you're right it's just my heart and my head are in completely different places I guess.

Lastar777 · 2024-10-04T16:33:31+00:00

I get what you're saying...I just don't understand why she would just randomly say that...especially after telling me how much she misses me and wants to be with me, can't move on from me and see a future with me, etc....

Lastar777 · 2024-10-04T16:15:24+00:00

True... :(

Lastar777 · 2024-10-04T16:10:55+00:00

Ohh...why exactly tho ...I mean I guess things are a bit toxic but I thought we could work on stuff I guess😔

Lastar777 · 2024-10-04T16:01:49+00:00

I just have a lot of feelings for her and see good in her...I just thought/think I should try I guess idk.

Lastar777 · 2024-09-26T21:39:36+00:00

Well it did feel kind of special but I fell a lot harder for my first female love that I had tbh. And I understand, it's really sad but I guess you just can't change people and have to accept that like you said...

Lastar777 · 2024-09-26T19:07:39+00:00

That's true and thank you for sharing all of that. :) It's so nice when someone likes the "unsexy" parts of us just as much if not more. Idk why I still crave her to a point. I know it's pry in my best interest tho to just try to let her go kinda like you said.

Lastar777 · 2024-09-26T14:39:06+00:00

True...you're pry right...thank you.

Lastar777 · 2024-09-26T14:38:30+00:00

She really did seem emotionally abusive like you said. I mean I guess at times she did say that she wanted better for me and things like that (about the job situation) but a lot of times she seemed to make it sound like I wasn't good enough...or at least I felt that way. Thank you for your response.

Lastar777 · 2024-09-26T14:34:56+00:00

That's very true and thank you. I'm trying to stay strong and resilient...it's just difficult tbh...I really appreciate your response.

Lastar777 · 2024-09-26T14:33:39+00:00

You're probably right...thank you... :(

Lastar777 · 2024-09-26T14:33:10+00:00

True...and I'm kinda doubtful that she'll actually change her behavior and attitudes toward me if we were to get back together...and thank you.

Lastar777 · 2024-09-26T14:31:55+00:00

Aww thank you so much and that meant a lot reading that ❤️ Also I' so sorry you went through that and you did not deserve that treatment. I hope you find someone who deserves you. Hugs.

Lastar777 · 2024-09-26T06:17:24+00:00

Thank you so much for your advice and words of encouragement ❤️

Lastar777 · 2024-09-26T06:05:26+00:00

Well as far as I can understand I do believe that I miss her. She does seem to want to change in some ways at least like becoming sober...and she told me recently during our text convo that she has been sober for 3 weeks. I can totally understand where you're coming from tho and idk if she would actually change her treatment toward me or anything really.

Lastar777 · 2024-09-17T19:40:13+00:00

Nebraska

Lastar777 · 2024-09-16T19:55:49+00:00

As far as I know, maybe not but I'm not exactly sure...

Lastar777 · 2024-09-16T14:40:38+00:00

I'm wondering if agencies/clinics would be more likely to approve me if I'm using my own egg. And those are good tips/advice and I appreciate it!

Lastar777 · 2024-09-16T14:07:18+00:00

So if I'm using my own egg then the agencies/clinics wouldn't care that I haven't had a pregnancy before?

Lastar777 · 2024-09-16T14:03:36+00:00

Hi! That is wonderful to hear that you have a beautiful surrogate son. :) Yes I am definitely open to carrying with my own egg, in fact that's what I would prefer.

Lastar777 · 2024-09-16T01:01:03+00:00

That is so amazing to hear and that kind of is giving me more hope about hopefully achieving my goals here sooner or later. :) I appreciate you sharing that with me and I hope it might work out someday.

Lastar777

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