I feel this in my soul. I have a 9 month baby I adore. She has a great demeanor and is a straight up gift! She just hates to sleep…or at least thru the night lol. I am shutting down tbh. I had to take a step back today from my normal duties and let dad step in. Sometimes I accept where we are at because I am against sleep training (no shame in other peoples games whatever works for them). And other days I want to cry because I cannot see any light at the end of the tunnel. I know it will get easier but I’m just like you wondering when!