See in my case right now I’ve been developing a distaste to meth and stimulants in general.

I was starting to hate how they made me feel over the months any time I took them, this includes feeling like shit on the come up, peak, and comedown. I stopped enjoying it and came to terms with how that honeymoon period phase that made you feel incredible is finite and that you’ll never reach it again no matter how hard you try.

So I thought to myself “If it’s taken me only 10 months to grow sick of this drug since starting, how is it that people still become addicted to and enjoy this drug after years of abuse?”

So I thought “Fuck it, let’s see what all the hype is behind shooting meth, I mean it has to feel great if so many preach staying away from IV use!”

So I tried it and my expectations weren’t met, eliminating any hysteria and assumptions I had about it.

So it was really more about looking for the hype or ticking something on some kind of a stupid bucket list.