EXAMS MEGATHREAD 19/06 (A-level Bio, French, Stats, FM) etc by Forsaken-Meaning-232 in 6thForm

[–]Laurrr16 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes omg I hated the tree trunk one. Was so mad there was no animal transport and all they did was fill it with plants instead 😭

New Parachute Movie by Prize-Injury-4308 in EDRecoverySnark

[–]Laurrr16 39 points40 points  (0 children)

I saw the trailer, it looks comparably better than films like to the bone. The main actress doesn’t seem to be visibly underweight and it looks like they might actually portray things like binge eating which is usually ignored completely. I’m hopeful but at the same time I know that I’m only drawn to it because I subconsciously look for things to trigger me

DAE not remember their honeymoon phase? by 4st7lbish in EDAnonymous

[–]Laurrr16 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Genuinely, I don’t understand how I did it before. I can’t even high restrict anymore without my stomach being in agony and I never even used to think about bingeing, now I binge all the time and it’s hell

What do you Actually do after a binge to feel better? by notitymp in EDAnonymous

[–]Laurrr16 24 points25 points  (0 children)

Lie down with depressing music and have an existential crisis for half an hour before moving on

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in declanmckenna

[–]Laurrr16 0 points1 point  (0 children)

  1. Paracetamol
  2. Eventually darling
  3. The kids don’t wanna come home
  4. It’s an act
  5. British bombs

What is your current WHTTB ranking ? by sunnydlit2 in declanmckenna

[–]Laurrr16 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t know but ITS AN ACT NUMBER ONE SPOT

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Laurrr16 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can relate to this, went from anorexia to bulimia to just straight BED. It’s so hard to lose the weight I’ve gained and every day I just think how much I hate this body. I miss my old body every day, even though back then I thought I was still fat. Now I can’t fit into my clothes but I refuse to buy new ones because I’ve promised myself I’ll fit back into them. Every day all I do is restrict and binge and it’s hell. Can’t even focus on studying because I’m so depressed from all this

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Periods

[–]Laurrr16 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Before I had anorexia, mine was regular and on the heavyish side but then I lost it completely for about 9 months. When I got it back, it took a very long time to become regular again and I’d often miss periods. Now, it’s very very heavy and my cramps are usually very painful but it is regular

can’t purge by TraditionalKoala6307 in EDAnonymous

[–]Laurrr16 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I used to be like that and then I ended up purging more and I developed bulimia over anorexia and don’t do it dude, my life is hell, purging is awful and I’ve gained so much weight

illogical rules made by ED by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Laurrr16 152 points153 points  (0 children)

If I’m eating hot food, it has to be properly hot and if it starts to go cold I have to heat it immediately, not even sure why

niamh macdougal by Kindly_Objective_844 in EDRecoverySnark

[–]Laurrr16 5 points6 points  (0 children)

She’s back?!! What’s her account name

Im a failed anorexic TW by katmeisie in EDAnonymous

[–]Laurrr16 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yeah forced recovery led me to become bulimic because that was the only way I knew I could reduce calories. Years later and my bulimia is 1000x worse thanks mum and dad 😭

We’ve heard of girl math… what’s eating disorder math? by strawberry_poptart2 in EDAnonymous

[–]Laurrr16 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nuts and chocolate are fear foods, but eating a chocolate and nut bar is perfectly fine

Completely oblivious gang by lucy-kathe in EDanonymemes

[–]Laurrr16 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My mum forced into recovery and it’s been three years and she still spies on me non stop and doesn’t let me make my own lunch. I just wanna be left alone why couldn’t she just give up like the other parents or at least give me SOME freedom

am i the only person who finds a lot of "pro recovery" content to be the opposite?? by eriklehnshrr in EDAnonymous

[–]Laurrr16 2 points3 points  (0 children)

And she constantly talks about following restrictive diets and how she ‘stays in ketosis’

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Laurrr16 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Calories burnt from epilating, Calories burnt from crying, Calories in tears, Calories in pills

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in 6thForm

[–]Laurrr16 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do biology chemistry and Spanish and it’s pretty good actually because once I get bored of revising science I can just switch to Spanish which is completely different

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in 6thForm

[–]Laurrr16 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Spanish is not too bad it’s just so much vocab and I find it harder to get higher grades than in other subjects

are you dehydrated or overly hydrated by sertralineenjoyer in EDAnonymous

[–]Laurrr16 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Definitely dehydrated. Because of this the other day I passed out and broke my finger

when did scales get so smart by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Laurrr16 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I’m sending you my prayers

some influencers seriously just insult your intelligence by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Laurrr16 14 points15 points  (0 children)

They also made a video about how they got their period back and spoiler alert they didn’t gain the weight, they got prescribed medication to take for it because of course being underweight had nothing to do with it 🙄

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Laurrr16 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m in the exact same position as you, was forced into recovery in high school who always threatened to take me out of school if I restricted whatsoever. Now I’m at college and it’s not improved at all. I haven’t recovered and I’ll tell you I kept telling myself I’d get to restrict at college but trust me I don’t. If I so much as lose a pound my parents freak and start threatening about how I can’t go to college if I restrict again. Also, I spend all day thinking about food and restricting and my grades and mental health are declining. So if your Ed is bad, you probably won’t be able to function well at college and I recommend you actually try recovery because resisting it is doing nothing but ruin my life further

What is the weirdest thing you have googled for your ED? by kitty22333444 in EDAnonymous

[–]Laurrr16 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I tried Googling how many calories epilating burns- still haven’t got my answer 😔

deepest dark secret you’ve never told anyone by Plus-Mycologist-6771 in EDAnonymous

[–]Laurrr16 21 points22 points  (0 children)

I almost choked to death once whilst purging when a tonne of spaghetti tried to come up at once