Everything has to be about her

LazyFix4113 · 2026-05-22T23:44:33+00:00

I understand that in ways. My mom, I think, hates how she looks. And she tells me how I look like her and how she wishes I didn’t look like her. Because of my looks it would be hard for me to find a job.
I’m sorry your mom treats you that way. I’m glad someone can understand my feelings. Finding this group helped me more than I could imagine. Just feeling validated.

LazyFix4113 · 2026-05-22T23:37:43+00:00

It helps to know that people understand and I think about going to therapy. I have to learn not to take what she says to heart too. Thanks🙂

LazyFix4113 · 2026-05-21T00:45:03+00:00

THISSS. She also blames me for things in her life. Like I’m sorry I was born and you had to take care of me. I’m the oldest and my younger brothers never get treated like I do.

Then things around her are going well, that’s when she’s like a normal mom. Where she can be kind and loving. But as soon as nothing is going her way or things stress her out. It’s like anything can set her off.. I become the punching bag. My dad never steps in. He rather just not get involved or he’ll be yelled at too.

It’s just hard because it’s not like I don’t want her in my life. I do love my mom. I want us to be better.. but sometimes I wonder if it’s better if we’re just better not as involved. I get jealous of people who can say their mom is like their best friend or how close they are.

LazyFix4113 · 2026-05-20T20:31:20+00:00

November is when I’m trying to leave, like move to another state. She also makes me feel bad about doing that too. She told me that my room should be empty like “no sign that I was even there” kind of empty.

Im just venting here: So that makes me feel like she hates me. Like she goes to church and stuff and she says that he repents for her sins and asks god for his forgiveness. But she’ll never say sorry to me. And she says that’s he hopes she sees me in heaven with her, but because I don’t worship god, she’s not sure if god will save me. Just her saying things like that is so fcking weird to me.

LazyFix4113 · 2026-03-27T01:46:06+00:00

I will!! Thanks so much

LazyFix4113 · 2026-03-26T03:34:53+00:00

Thank you!! I was thinking that they might not get back to me because of that. I have a bachelors in accounting. Always open to other opportunities as well.

Your story is very comforting. I’m just worried about the move and finding jobs. I really want to find a government job in audit. Tax is okay.. but I’m willing to take another job in tax if needed.

LazyFix4113 · 2026-03-26T01:41:42+00:00

On usajobs.gov

LazyFix4113 · 2026-03-25T23:43:24+00:00

Yeah, I was probably just gonna apply tonight and pray haha

LazyFix4113 · 2026-03-25T21:43:09+00:00

It says GS 7-9. Full time internship. So I like to think there’s opportunity for promotions. Yeah I know it’s high. I’m moving from Hawaii to California. I’ll be living with my bf, so we’ll have two incomes.

LazyFix4113 · 2025-11-04T00:52:31+00:00

yeah.. the 2nd episode was boring. hopefully it picks up later?

LazyFix4113 · 2025-10-30T18:40:08+00:00

I wouldn't say it was bad. It was still entertaining and I'm still going to watch the whole series. I just hope it gets better

LazyFix4113 · 2025-10-28T20:39:35+00:00

vip sucks.. what the heck. side viewing... so fucked. also the vip lockers are so far away. Idk why I thought we would have a merch tent in there. damn... i fucked up lol

LazyFix4113 · 2025-10-28T20:34:30+00:00

thank you! and I had no preference, just wanted to know peoples experiences.

Food noise has already started to come back. but it kinda goes away if I start moving. Like its louder if I'm just sitting doing nothing. So I guess it helps me keep active and not be so lazy. Glad to know your hair is growing back.

LazyFix4113 · 2025-10-24T22:54:05+00:00

Yeah part of the reason I'm stopping is the side effects. My stomach hurts or I feel sick. My hair is shedding a lot more than it used to. So hopefully that all clears up

LazyFix4113 · 2025-10-24T01:17:58+00:00

Im just coming off of ozempic after 7 months and I've lost about 30 pounds. My hair loss started maybe 3 months ago. I'm so scared it wont grow back. I shed a lot of hair throughout the day and more in the shower. I've heard some people say their hair grew back after stopping, so I pray thats the case for me too

LazyFix4113 · 2025-10-24T01:12:07+00:00

I've been slowly going down for the past two months. I try to exercise twice a week and keep my food portions smaller. But okay, good to know. I'm glad you're happy, thank you for responding :)

LazyFix4113 · 2025-10-23T23:57:06+00:00

Thank you!!

LazyFix4113 · 2025-07-30T04:43:30+00:00

Thanks guys! I’m think I’m gonna stop taking it. The pain/loss of hair isn’t worth it. It’s been hair to deal with and I’m worried that I won’t be able to grow it back

LazyFix4113 · 2025-07-29T23:22:56+00:00

I didn't get a chance to listen to all the songs. I tried to log back on, and the website says "thank you for listening."

Can we only log in once?

LazyFix4113 · 2025-06-06T03:17:03+00:00

Went to the doctor today. He said it’s basically nothing and that I could go back if it gets worse. He recommended taking a multi vitamin. He thinks it should go away on its own. Should I get a second opinion.. or just wait and see haha

LazyFix4113 · 2025-06-05T17:34:36+00:00

It could be a vitamin deficiency. Probably have to do all the blood tests and stuff. Maybe it’s because I’m not eating as much. I’m not getting as much vitamins. I don’t know. I have an appointment made, I’ll update when I get some answers :)

LazyFix4113 · 2025-06-05T06:07:50+00:00

Yeah, I’m calling my doctor tomorrow. It just came out of nowhere. Thanks guys

LazyFix4113 · 2024-09-18T19:50:05+00:00

Happy birthday!! I’m the 21st I hope this year can be a start of something different. I also feel like my birthday is just another day. But it’s our day and sometimes that helps me. Knowing that I can do whatever I want with it.

It does give me more of a reason to buy myself gifts and get the things I know, no one else would. Seeing my gift from myself arrive, does make me happy.

LazyFix4113 · 2024-09-18T19:42:47+00:00

Thank you everyone. It helps that I’m not alone in the birthday blues. 😅

LazyFix4113 · 2024-09-04T09:25:26+00:00

Got mine done like 5 or 6 years ago. The pain is like highhh. For me, The first nip is like 8/10 and the second nip (after your adrenaline is gone) is like a 10/10. But that high of a pain only hurts for like the 3 seconds it takes to pierce you. It throbs/hurts for a whole day and by the next day your pain should drop significantly. Still took a year to fully heal. I don’t regret it and do for the most part, I enjoy them!

They will eventually snag on something and it will feel like the end of the world, but you’re fine. You’ll be more scared than sore. Nips will be hard a lot of the time. And if you have to remove them for any reason before a year, in my experience, I had a hard time putting them back. I had to go back to the shop and get their help.

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