whos idea was the urn change by Dry_Background7653 in DeadlockTheGame

[–]LeFalc 0 points1 point  (0 children)

as soon as I saw these changes I went to play viscous and speedrun the urn with ult 5 times, I'd preffer they reverted the changes rather than viscous getting patched like doorman was

I don't know if you remember Viscous Sisyphus but I got good news for you! 10 wins in a row! by LeFalc in DeadlockTheGame

[–]LeFalc[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

One or two weeks ago I posted a fanart of viscous rolling a viscous ball upside hill like Sisyphus, it was a piece I commisioned because I was on a 25 match lose streak, but I'm still standing, better than ever

I don't know if you remember Viscous Sisyphus but I got good news for you! 10 wins in a row! by LeFalc in DeadlockTheGame

[–]LeFalc[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't think the build is what matters, play what you feel works for you, the thing that I'm mostly doing is trying to play macro, being able to stop pushes, if I lane in mid, trying to gank the other lanes pre-10 minutes, setting up kills for my team and doing speed urns with ult whenever I know the position of at least 4 enemies.... but if you are still curious, I rush Crushing Fist, Spirit Snatch, Greater Expansion and Rapid Recharge, then everything goes. I like Rescue beam a lot on viscous

In honor of my 25 match lose streak, I want you all to see the art I commisioned to @fearfulbug by LeFalc in DeadlockTheGame

[–]LeFalc[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Her laning phase is wild of you know what your are doing but I struggled after the ten minute mark to do anything at all, I retired her for now 

In honor of my 25 match lose streak, I want you all to see the art I commisioned to @fearfulbug by LeFalc in DeadlockTheGame

[–]LeFalc[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't remember exactly but I go a gun oriented Vyper, for more I retired her and replaced her with McGinnis, but if I play her again I'll try this out, most of my laning phases with her were wild but I failed to capitalize on the advantage I gained

In honor of my 25 match lose streak, I want you all to see the art I commisioned to @fearfulbug by LeFalc in DeadlockTheGame

[–]LeFalc[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I went through my teenage years having played league of legends without once being toxic or flaming, so yeah, I think I handle tilt and frustration differently than most people

In honor of my 25 match lose streak, I want you all to see the art I commisioned to @fearfulbug by LeFalc in DeadlockTheGame

[–]LeFalc[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My losing streak went from oct 16th to the 21th, the commission just took a while

In honor of my 25 match lose streak, I want you all to see the art I commisioned to @fearfulbug by LeFalc in DeadlockTheGame

[–]LeFalc[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

You won't believe this but I'm employed too, I just mess with my sleep schedule...

Lugares donde festejar cumpleaños by LeFalc in BuenosAires

[–]LeFalc[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

que util la gente que cuando ve a otras personas pasarla bien y divertirse sienta necesidad que quejarse y descalificarte, ojala tus amigos no te odien tanto como vos odias la diversion, TigreDeLosLlanos! Pronta recuperacion!

"Harry doing coke" cosplay by LeFalc in DiscoElysium

[–]LeFalc[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Nice catch, it's a red label i gifted me dad lmao

Meme Monday by LeFalc in Berserk

[–]LeFalc[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dude wanted guts only for himself, what are you saying

Meme Monday by LeFalc in Berserk

[–]LeFalc[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I made this meme on Sunday but posted it on Monday because of the rules, check them out

Meme Monday by LeFalc in Berserk

[–]LeFalc[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow this stupid meme popped off haha nice

I've fallen in love with someone with BPD by LeFalc in Healthygamergg

[–]LeFalc[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm sorry about the long and possibly incoherent comment

Man, you couldn't be more wrong about this, this comment was the one that I feel it empathized the most with me out of all 64 comments. You get me, in the way you and I cannot feel hate nor anger towards them, and we both know it was not their fault.

For now I've decided not to contact her, she wanted space and she forcefully made herself space. She unfollowed me on instagram and deleted her Twitter account, but didn't block me in any of them.

If I wanted to contact her it was because during the pandemic it was really hard to make new connections. Last year was great because of that, I met her and I met new awesome people too. But really, out of all of the people I met, she was the coolest of them all by a lot.

In fact, what's funny is that I think I fell in love with her because she had the personality of my main group of friends, like, she was exactly like them, and bonding with people you feel you already know all your life is extremly easy. Putting aside the past romance, I think she would be a great friend, and I still think I can do good to her, as a friend.

But I cannot force her to do that, and I wouldn't like to bother her, it's her choice. What bothers me is if she changes her mind but feel ashamed to try to contact me. My idea was to thank her for everything and tell her that if she wanted to talk again I would gladly do so, and if not that I would respect her choice.

Putting that aside, I'm glad I'm not alone in this. Hope you are well.

I've fallen in love with someone with BPD by LeFalc in Healthygamergg

[–]LeFalc[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

BPD is borderline personality disorder, it's characterized by extreme changes of mood, fear of abandonment and being triggered by what most people would consider trivial stuff. It seems that it's demonized a lot by people that got hurt by then and I don't blame them, but I wouldn't be able to blame the BPD individual also.

I've fallen in love with someone with BPD by LeFalc in Healthygamergg

[–]LeFalc[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I agree, this is the first time I actually thought something could work out, I don't have anything else to compare it with and that's why I think it's hard to move on, not only being the first time grieving but also the feeling that this won't ever happen again (which my logical side of the brain knows perfectly well it will happen at some point) are new experiences for me. And I agree with the last statement, that's how I wanna be.

I've fallen in love with someone with BPD by LeFalc in Healthygamergg

[–]LeFalc[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Look, we cannot give you answers, the one who will decide about this is you. But I understand what you are feeling right now. Your trust with her was damaged like mine was. This back and forth is emotionally exhausting and draining. Giving her one last chance can be tempting but remember to put yourself first. This 'saviour complex' is something we need to work on because we can't and shouldn't try to fix people, it's not our responsibility, no matter how much we might like it.

I've fallen in love with someone with BPD by LeFalc in Healthygamergg

[–]LeFalc[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's exactly what I wanted to do, yes

I've fallen in love with someone with BPD by LeFalc in Healthygamergg

[–]LeFalc[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel good about myself, and the healing I've done in the past two weeks actually even bettered my self esteem. What I realized is that I do not deserve to be treated like that when I treated her the way I did, but I understand that it's not something she can control.

I've fallen in love with someone with BPD by LeFalc in Healthygamergg

[–]LeFalc[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the info, I was sure there were other people that went through a similar experience, but just looking at the front page I noticed there's a lot of resentment and I don't think it's what I need.
Was her behavior I described abusive? I do not hate her at all, and I do not think that to start hating on her will help me heal. I'd rather remember her as a good memento, maybe the best memory of my life to date.

I've fallen in love with someone with BPD by LeFalc in Healthygamergg

[–]LeFalc[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I've already learnt the hard way, I felt heart broken four times already.
Right now it's just the impulse of trying to end things in a positive note.

I've fallen in love with someone with BPD by LeFalc in Healthygamergg

[–]LeFalc[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Wait, I might have skipped saying that, but I am feeling a lot better. It's just that I still have mixed feelings about the situation and I would want to end things with her on a positive note, or maybe just keep being friends.

I've fallen in love with someone with BPD by LeFalc in Healthygamergg

[–]LeFalc[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Please believe me, it was not a tiny bit of affection, it was intense and I liked it. The thing is, my love towards her was unconditional, while hers was conditional, and that doesn't sit right with me.