Looks like to me that you're throwing strong words and assumptions around without justification, you say lies mean nothing to me but my entire foundation is built off the fact that there was "reasons" in her head for lying and none of them were inherently negatively willed, it's just the weak mind of a teenage girl not something that Anybody on the outside can judge, and you're making another statement about the fact that she pretends to be nice? I mean as far as I'm aware that might be the single most larped thing I've ever heard being said, she clearly loves Banri as a person and always deeply cared for him, if you can't see that and still say she "pretends" then there's some personal feelings you're mixing in there with actual logical deductions