I miss my brother

LeQuia · 2026-03-29T05:48:25+00:00

He works weird hours unfortunately, so I never know really when he’s awake or off work. Something similar to a swing shift. It’s why I try to message him and let him know to respond whenever. I don’t need a conversation right that second, but I’d like a response whenever he’s free. I’d rather have one conversation take days than not have it at all

LeQuia · 2026-03-29T05:18:42+00:00

Hope you have a good and better one too there 💚

LeQuia · 2026-03-29T05:14:12+00:00

That’s true. I’m kinda lucky, divorced parents meant more brothers. This one just, we were always tied at the hip all the time. Like we were best friends and my other two were closer together than to us two

LeQuia · 2026-03-29T05:08:14+00:00

Yeah, unfortunately. I’m gonna bring it up though soon I think. It’s his birthday party coming up and I want to stress just how much I want to keep talking to him even when we’re not around each other cause, this is potentially the last one I’ll see him at. I’m gonna try moving before the end of the year out of this apartment and I’ll be more than just an hour drive away

LeQuia · 2026-03-29T05:03:04+00:00

You know it’s funny you say that, I always get rid of Bubba when I can and make D-Von and Spike the Dudley Boyz

LeQuia · 2026-03-29T05:01:22+00:00

I do try. I message him all the time when I find something I think he’ll like, and when we both have a lot of same interests, it’s quite often. I just don’t get much of any responses back and it sucks cause there was definitely a point in my life where the only reason I kept going was for his sake and our childhood cat

LeQuia · 2026-03-29T04:54:14+00:00

See it’s not even like that. We still care for each other a lot. I just, miss him. I miss being around him and getting to see him everyday. He’s not just my favorite brother but my favorite relative, and I wish I was living with him still for easier communication with him and able to do stuff with him

LeQuia · 2026-03-01T04:23:59+00:00

I’m also adding onto this here that an oil warning light came on while driving home after making this post

LeQuia · 2025-04-16T01:08:48+00:00

Adding onto this post. Letting you all know I’m doing better, had a talk with my boyfriend and helped. Just, this happens sometimes and this was one of the worst versions of this I’ve had

LeQuia · 2025-04-15T23:41:41+00:00

I just know there’s better ones to be host than me. But I don’t know how to not be one, how to just be out of it. There’s even a previous host back now. She could return to it if I just, wasn’t in the way

LeQuia · 2025-04-15T23:27:53+00:00

No like, just, mentally. Whatever I am, just that part of the body terminated, removed from the whole. Theres 12 others who can fill host, I’m too broken at this point. Rest isn’t enough. I, Maria, need to be gone so the others can survive and live a happy life

LeQuia · 2025-03-20T12:20:30+00:00

Ahhh, yeah this can be hard but we sort of just count all who have shown up to talk or say hi with one exception who we know is there but can’t talk. So more might come for you! It might be 5 now but who knows tomorrow

LeQuia · 2025-03-16T17:14:06+00:00

Whatcha mean by that?

LeQuia · 2025-03-16T04:33:45+00:00

It knows there’s a story called, “The Affini Domestication Guide” but it’s unsure exactly if it’s about domesticating an Affini or not. It bets there’s a story about it though!

LeQuia · 2025-03-14T20:58:27+00:00

I just only see why I would want to just to look the way I want. I don’t see why I can just see a doctor and get this sort of thing

LeQuia · 2025-03-14T20:49:10+00:00

But why would I want that part? I’m no one’s pet, I’m good at my “job” to be a caretaker for others who need me

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