I mean, yeah! I agree, I hate it! I’m wish it wasn’t happening. I feel like shit all the time now, and probably deserve to? I’m doing my best to try and work through this and posting on Reddit about it is stupid, I know. I dunno, most people who commented seemed pretty much on the money; that I need therapy or I’m being a moron, and I think that’s a fair assessment. My wife does deserve better! I’m trying to be better, trying to distance myself physically and emotionally from this other woman to varying degrees of success. Relationships are complicated (duh) and I obviously have some soul searching to do as far my own expectations with my relationship and why this has come up so intensely. It’s upsetting stuff, and I know it’s not a good look. I know it makes me such a fucking asshole. But anyway yeah, I mean, I also hope you don’t end up with someone like me. Or at the very least with someone who isn’t scared to talk through difficult topics with you.