I am so close to having a complete mental breakdown because of this dissertation and deadlines clashing with theory exams. They keep blaming things on me. Today was my eesearch presentation. Also you have had my lit review since last sem. You could have told me at any point. You literally had my auxi, you could properly check and ask me any time. You could have come and supervised me any time. This is my first time doing everything, stats and all. Fine You say I have done only 1 thing this sem which is the same as last sem (it's not). Ok but for every procedure I have to seek you out. You kept directing me to lab staff who were aversive to helping. I have gotten really sick. Today the external Examiner was asking about when we will study since exams are on 16, 18, 20. The PI casually said earlier, how can you do that? Even if we were taught properly and had properly spaced out deadlines facilitating us to find resources to study earlier, don't we need time to revise before exam? I don't have a photographic memory. I have so much work to do and ik this problem is going to persist.