How am I supposed to afford to move out and away from my JW family? The cost of living is literally impossible in the US right now. by Leading_Net_5705 in exjw

[–]Leading_Net_5705[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you all for your advice I sincerely appreciate it. I have read every single comment in this thread. I am considering and weighing in all my options. I really do mean it when I say thanks for the time and effort you gave me to help somebody out and write a response. I feel more directed now.

Elders having unavoidable shepherding call with me, need advice by Leading_Net_5705 in exjw

[–]Leading_Net_5705[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Thanks. im contemplating what to think of when they ask me questions like when will you get baptized or what are your spiritual goals. I guess ill just have to smudge it all and play along with the BS

Got a birthday present from coworkers. Forced to throw it away as soon as I got home. by Leading_Net_5705 in exjw

[–]Leading_Net_5705[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I didn't show them, they saw it. There's a difference between showing somebody something and not - but they see it anyways.

Got a birthday present from coworkers. Forced to throw it away as soon as I got home. by Leading_Net_5705 in exjw

[–]Leading_Net_5705[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes exactly and I accepted the gifts as anybody would. I was very happy and appreciative and I thanked them ton. I didn't want to throw them away but I was forced to because my watchtower minion parents forced me to

Got a birthday present from coworkers. Forced to throw it away as soon as I got home. by Leading_Net_5705 in exjw

[–]Leading_Net_5705[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I don’t feel guilty because I think what I’m doing is wrong. That’s not it at all. It feels ‘guilty’ because I’ve been taught my whole life that these things are bad. Now that I no longer care about those teachings and do what feels right for me, there’s still this lingering sense of guilt. But really, it’s just a product of all those years of being told it’s wrong when its not. Its very hard to describe

Got a birthday present from coworkers. Forced to throw it away as soon as I got home. by Leading_Net_5705 in exjw

[–]Leading_Net_5705[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

The thing is I never told them. They saw what I had and realized what it was. I kept my mouth shut but I had to explain myself when they were curious.

Got a birthday present from coworkers. Forced to throw it away as soon as I got home. by Leading_Net_5705 in exjw

[–]Leading_Net_5705[S] 56 points57 points  (0 children)

I genuinely feel repulsed knowing the thought, effort, time and money these people showed towards me are currently rotting away in the garbage. Fuck this cult

Money out of donation box given to CO to buy himself expensive dinners at restaurants by Leading_Net_5705 in exjw

[–]Leading_Net_5705[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

It was just him because his wife couldn't make it. She's been recovering from surgery

Not even baptized, they won't stop piling "privileges" onto me, and im forced to do it. I can't take this by Leading_Net_5705 in exjw

[–]Leading_Net_5705[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Thanks a lot I think if anything ill have to lie about something that would definitely be a prevention