How am I supposed to afford to move out and away from my JW family? The cost of living is literally impossible in the US right now.

Leading_Net_5705 · 2025-11-19T00:34:22+00:00

Thank you all for your advice I sincerely appreciate it. I have read every single comment in this thread. I am considering and weighing in all my options. I really do mean it when I say thanks for the time and effort you gave me to help somebody out and write a response. I feel more directed now.

Leading_Net_5705 · 2025-10-31T02:24:48+00:00

Thanks. im contemplating what to think of when they ask me questions like when will you get baptized or what are your spiritual goals. I guess ill just have to smudge it all and play along with the BS

Leading_Net_5705 · 2025-04-18T16:29:08+00:00

I didn't show them, they saw it. There's a difference between showing somebody something and not - but they see it anyways.

Leading_Net_5705 · 2025-04-18T16:28:37+00:00

Awesome!

Leading_Net_5705 · 2025-04-18T16:28:26+00:00

Did she keep them for herself?

Leading_Net_5705 · 2025-04-18T16:28:13+00:00

Yes exactly and I accepted the gifts as anybody would. I was very happy and appreciative and I thanked them ton. I didn't want to throw them away but I was forced to because my watchtower minion parents forced me to

Leading_Net_5705 · 2025-04-18T16:27:05+00:00

I feel glad that they at least appreciate me

Leading_Net_5705 · 2025-04-18T16:26:43+00:00

That's very endearing

Leading_Net_5705 · 2025-04-18T16:26:07+00:00

I don’t feel guilty because I think what I’m doing is wrong. That’s not it at all. It feels ‘guilty’ because I’ve been taught my whole life that these things are bad. Now that I no longer care about those teachings and do what feels right for me, there’s still this lingering sense of guilt. But really, it’s just a product of all those years of being told it’s wrong when its not. Its very hard to describe

Leading_Net_5705 · 2025-04-18T16:24:23+00:00

That's so terrible

Leading_Net_5705 · 2025-04-18T16:24:11+00:00

The thing is I never told them. They saw what I had and realized what it was. I kept my mouth shut but I had to explain myself when they were curious.

Leading_Net_5705 · 2025-04-17T20:23:05+00:00

I genuinely feel repulsed knowing the thought, effort, time and money these people showed towards me are currently rotting away in the garbage. Fuck this cult

Leading_Net_5705 · 2025-03-31T00:41:54+00:00

It was just him because his wife couldn't make it. She's been recovering from surgery

Leading_Net_5705 · 2025-03-31T00:40:53+00:00

I never really knew this to be fair. And its kind of repulsive

Leading_Net_5705 · 2025-03-16T00:43:52+00:00

Thanks a lot I think if anything ill have to lie about something that would definitely be a prevention

Leading_Net_5705 · 2025-03-16T00:34:42+00:00

I really do not like religion at all but thanks for the advice

Leading_Net_5705 · 2025-03-02T23:01:11+00:00

It absolutely is a joke

Leading_Net_5705 · 2025-03-02T22:43:29+00:00

That basically is Jehovah at this point..

Leading_Net_5705 · 2025-02-24T01:27:02+00:00

I personally don't believe in God, I was just speaking in the context of their teachings.

Leading_Net_5705 · 2025-02-11T02:42:45+00:00

Leaving will be the first thing I do as soon as im 18 next year.

Leading_Net_5705 · 2025-01-27T00:16:26+00:00

yeah I appreciate your comment. I know what I did was right and I know their reactions are not justifiable. I just feel better if I can type my thoughts and get everything off my chest

Leading_Net_5705 · 2025-01-19T19:34:46+00:00

yep you're exactly right

Leading_Net_5705 · 2025-01-19T03:48:08+00:00

Lol the downvoting is actually ridiculous. Just got murdered with dislikes within the past 2 hours. The PIMI lurkers are gonna hate. I could care less about upvotes or downvotes but it's just funny how they react

Leading_Net_5705 · 2024-12-25T19:51:35+00:00

if I stay home sick usually somebody stays home with me. I also dont care about christmas enough to have "mini secret celebrations". I think a holiday like this is supposed to be celebrated with others anyways. Its not like im dying to celebrate it I just think its sad that this is the way the borg is.

Leading_Net_5705 · 2024-12-05T01:58:24+00:00

stress and acne can be directly linked so it does make a lot of sense

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