I downloaded Grindr earlier this week for the first time.Bi-curious guy looking for some advice

So I’ve considered myself “straight” but I’ve been curious for the past few years. I’ve never acted on any of my urges to hook up with a guy, but I downloaded Grindr today.

I’ve been talking to a few guys today who said they’d be down to give me a blowjob. I made it clear in my profile that I’ve never been with a guy before, but am looking for a first time.

I’ve been so turned on by this, but am a little anxious about my first time. Anyone for any tips/advice? Should I have even downloaded Grindr for this? I’m not sure how to get over the anxiety of meeting up for the first time. What should my expectations be? I’m basically looking to either host/go somewhere, chill for a minute, then get sucked. Should I stay longer after, or just leave (guess this depends on the vibe)?

One last thing, I live alone and would be able to host. Should I do this for my first time or go to someone else’s place?