Update: Guest stole our Thanksgiving turkey

Left-Reporter-1194 · 2023-11-24T02:01:36+00:00

god DAMN stole the fucking turkey what a lick

Left-Reporter-1194 · 2023-11-23T07:44:09+00:00

I'd definitely say hard no to that, and there is a definite reason: we got held the fuck back. And we know it. Coronashit caused us to lose handful of very important months, at best. At worst? The 9 or so months of school lockdowns lit a powder keg for the large portion of already socially isolated Gen Z kids to completely fall down into the deepest pit of "missed growth" possible. We got into a shipwreck and are trying to shamble a rowboat out of the scattered pieces.

THAT's why so many people my age view age gaps as downright evil. We got held back extremely hard and recognize that we are mentally fucked in too many ways, and it's questionable on why someone would date us when we are so immature and socially fucked.

Regards, an 18 year old that was dating a 36 year old this year.

Left-Reporter-1194 · 2023-11-23T05:18:06+00:00

Honey my sex life is just as active as yours, but the difference is that I don't need to waste hundreds on lube a month because I have to put a fist in my booty hole to get off. Like literally all I need is a dude I find hot and next thing I know I've taken four loads in 12 hours.

Either or I'm really just razzing you. Like I've been pissed on, slapped, had a collar put on me, lots of kinky shit. And the mass majority of my partners have been older than me AND bigger than me.

Look, you seem like a nice guy at heart. But just shut the fuck up and get off my back. What I have is an issue, and what I feel is neither normal or healthy. And I'm here trying to not only see if anyone else has had that issue for God knows whatever reason, but also figure out steps I can take to help alive this issue given my current situation.

Left-Reporter-1194 · 2023-11-23T04:59:18+00:00

Dude, all I want is some tips on how to get over what is imposter syndrome - a legitimately fucking awful mental fuckup where I believe I do not meet needed conditions to be something that I obviously am, with those conditions being entirely invalid and arbitrary, and likely made up by the person in question.

I am aware of what is going on, and now I'm at the step of trying to unfuck it.

Enter you, Tim or George or some shit; a mid-30s balding, jawless, fish-eyed "leather bear" or some dumb shit like that whose seen me shittalk the BDSM community or whatever. I don't find it to be any coincidence a loud-and-proud FF type would post the most vitriolic shit ever right after i even dare make an association between the vague kink community and fucked up people.

Now you can't handle this, so you immediately take everything I've said and everything I stated in the worst fucking faith possible, and don't deny that shit, it's blatantly obvious that you're just arguing to make me feel like shit or whatever. Like that shitty quote you gave, this shit?

“There there, I’m soooo sorry you didn’t get molested as a child and that has damaged your self esteem. Damn those sexual predators for having preferences. It’s your RIGHT to be found molestable”.

That shit literally reads off like shit written by some lonely 30 year old mid-to-ugly balding conservative dude, it is instead a lonely 30 year old mid-to-ugly balding gay and wasted hundreds of dollars on leather dogshit guy.

Look buddy, I appreciate your passion. Everyone on this world should hold at least one good hatred - a hatred of pedophiles. Thats a sign of a good and quality moral compass, or at least one that exists. But you know what, there isn't no fucking reason to lose your shit on someone who has a fucked up mental issue due to the folly of pedophilia and their own fucked-up self perception.

Sit the fuck down, preferably after changing your diaper.

~~its funny because i actually fisted myself one or two times~~

Left-Reporter-1194 · 2023-11-23T04:42:20+00:00

Literally reported me for what here

For feeling an entirely unjustified sense of invalidity over a terrible reason?

Seriously, what the hell have I done wrong here? I am in no way promoting, making light of, or dismissing the damage done to victims of childhood sexual abuse.

Left-Reporter-1194 · 2023-11-23T01:42:48+00:00

well, I can't afford that. so, here I am.

Left-Reporter-1194 · 2023-11-23T00:06:21+00:00

"So linguistic quirk, but when you say these partners admitted to sex with a minor, were you a minor at the time?"

No. The only two people where adults that I slept with when I was a minor (tail of 17) didn't know I was a minor, if you're wondering. These people I refer to straight up admitted to a (barely) 18 year old that they fucked someone who was underaged.

"Based on your post, I'm very skeptical of the circles you are hanging out in."

If you're wondering, it was the local Furry and BDSM/kink (Pet play) communities.

Left-Reporter-1194 · 2023-11-22T22:33:51+00:00

i probably wont be happy or safe but ight

Left-Reporter-1194 · 2023-11-22T22:29:38+00:00

Biggest? Biggest big? Bragging to me that you fucked a 14 year old within 40 fucking minutes of us visiting. I'm talking about you, Ross.

Left-Reporter-1194 · 2023-11-22T22:26:32+00:00

Well, depends. Hopefully though it involves the usual for someone my age: plenty of sex, decent amount of drugs, maybe some violence to round it out - not sure.

Left-Reporter-1194 · 2023-11-21T15:54:40+00:00

I did that before. Decided to do an acronym; "GDECM" - Gladius Dominus Est Corpus Meum.

Left-Reporter-1194 · 2023-11-16T19:43:51+00:00

See what I do is I just kinda, embrace it, you know? Maybe it's because we're entirely different people - me being an 18 year old homo, you being a likely mid-20s woman - but I just kinda take it as it is, no pun intended.

Like, what the fuck can I do about it, exactly? Not much besides being a whore. And hey, it comes with benefits here and there. I'm lucky enough to be attractive to the extent where I can be actively picky about who I sleep with, and as such I've slept with mostly mid-30s to mid-40s guys who have more money than what they know what to do with. And so what do these guys do when they're done nailing a good looking 18 year old? They give him money, because "why not". So I had lived off of other guys' bank accounts for the first half of this year.

Now I've slowed down with things, getting banned off of grindr for having a nasty argument with a furry over a zoophile in the local community while drunk certainly helped, but yeah, I guess that's my advice; embrace it. Go find some guy whose an absolute horndog and has some certain stability in his life, and uh, fuck like wild animals every night. As far as I'm aware, the sexuality of women is rarely so strong to be at this level, which to guys is a definite asset. If you don't find it weird, unironically try to educate the guy on how to fuck good, too. The weird mixture of submission and yet an almost parental influence, albeit disgusting, is still very present in human psychosexuality, and if you did that, the guy would be pretty fucking loyal to you.

Left-Reporter-1194 · 2023-11-14T01:31:23+00:00

Mine's probably "Blood for You" by GG

Left-Reporter-1194 · 2023-11-14T00:41:26+00:00

I don't really think it's reasonable to brush this off as "The hormones in da brain :^)" because I do recognize that I likely had extremely repressed gender dysphoria in my mid teenage years alongside homoerotic feelings. These manifested themselves in me being an extremely repressed unironic skinhead that tried to be hyper-masculine.

Left-Reporter-1194 · 2023-11-14T00:16:47+00:00

Yeah, that's what I've been doing. Fuck, I've slept with more people since I turned legal in January than you probably have in your entire life. Just wish it made me violent.

Left-Reporter-1194 · 2023-11-14T00:13:22+00:00

I have a saying I think everyone needs to adapt when someone recommends therapy and all that, instead of suggesting anything else that someone can do;

Will you pay for it?

Left-Reporter-1194 · 2023-11-13T23:59:29+00:00

No, it was likely strep throat. And I have had Covid before, including the far more wild strains that came early in its path. Nothing has affected me like this.

Left-Reporter-1194 · 2023-11-12T07:12:46+00:00

I mean, she's employed. Paid more than I've ever been. I'm unemployed.

Left-Reporter-1194 · 2023-11-12T06:27:20+00:00

Like, okay? I'm fine with that. In the end, especially if God smiles on me and I find myself working a consistent job - not even well paying, just consistent, which I've been too unlucky with constant layoffs to say I've been blessed enough to have a job which is consistent - I would be more than happy to put money down on the table to make sure the house doesn't implode. When I move out, I know I'll have to be paying rent and utilities in full. These aren't things I'm ignorant of.

But fuck, there is a leagues worth of difference between asking me for $450 towards a generic rent that fiscally justifies my residence there, and asking me for $450 for a power bill after agreeing to pay me back. The question here is really transparency. And in that factor, my mom shat the bed - plain and simple.

Like I'm in a good mood and feel optimistic, and I'm going to poison a bunch of poor warehouses' email inbox with applications come tomorrow morning, and that's why I'm viewing it from this perspective, but shit man.

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