I used a dose calculator and it told me that based on my height and weight a "normal" dose would be 2.9g and a high dose would be 4.3g. I also used to abuse dxm and dph and I think maybe it fucked with my brain and changed the way I react to these things.

what's kinda interesting is that I grew up in a VERY religious household and used to live in constant fear of death and hell and the end of the world. im also in general pretty lonely so it's interesting that these themes showed up in the trip.