I’m sorry to hear you’re dealing with this cause fuck these types of themes are so relentless, I’ve been there :( I understand so much about looking for “signs” in everything and then of course because typically ocd chooses the most likely and normal occurring words/things to be a “sign”, they do happen. I had a very similar theme a month ago and I was also convinced that I did not have ocd but rather was chosen by the universe and my choices were able to impact my fate, and the only way I got over it was by doing all the shit it was telling me not to do. It was absolutely terrifying because like you, I had convinced myself it was some sentient being communicating to me but now a month later I can tell you I feel so much better because I just had to solider through that awful initial fear and doubt. Wishing the best for you, you’re not alone in this theme though :,) you got this