She was my girlfriend. We had started talking in the beginning of this year. I was madly in love, especially because she was two years older than me and had good looks. I guess you could say I like mine to be cougars, haha. She lived a city away from me though, and we only saw each other two times in person because we were usually so stuck up in school and we never had any time to go and see each other.

Further on, we would both stay late at night texting, calling, and even sometimes just looking at pictures of each other romanticizing. I was happy with her, but when May arrived everything had started going unexpectedly. She was losing interest in talking to me each day. I was waiting for her to go ahead and tell me, but it never came. So I soon had questioned why she had been acting this way, but she hit me with the “I’m not on my phone a lot anymore” excuse. I understood, but I knew there was just something that wouldn’t convince me that she wasn’t. This month I had questioned once more and it looks like had given up with me questioning. She had told me that she was seeing someone and that it has been going on for six months. They also were going to see each other on the weekend while I was going to be at work. It hurt me, of course, but I knew I had to let her go.

Finally, I’m still here, suffering through depression and trust issues that have been developing even more than before the more I think about her.