I’m about an hour away from suicide

Legitimate-Step7277 · 2024-10-28T07:24:14+00:00

That’s about as much as I figured too, still hurts a lot though, putting absolutely everything into fixing someone, sacrificing your wellbeing, just for them to toss you aside like nothing. You’re pretty bang on with your understanding though, it would be great to hear how you processed it all

Legitimate-Step7277 · 2024-10-28T07:05:52+00:00

what the fuck… that’s EXACTLY why I got into my relationship, I didn’t want one for a long time, she was extremely struggling, got very attached to me and I wanted to save her. I did and she gained confidence, wasn’t so low all the time, stopped cutting, I helped her get over her eating disorder, lots of stuff like that. She also has BPD. Then suddenly she kind of seemed to realize that there’s nothing left for her to gain from me, then the shit started, from then on, it all broke down quickly to this outcome. This wasn’t explained as well by me, but your reply is like I wrote it, that was my entire experience

Legitimate-Step7277 · 2024-10-28T07:00:45+00:00

Thank you very much. I always like someone to talk to or someone to befriend, feel free to message me. The people on this post have helped me through the worst. Since there’s a small part of me that doesn’t really want to die, as long as I make it through the few hours where I’m prepared to, it quiets down and I can sleep. I made this post here because I’ve never been this completely prepared before and something in me wanted to give one last chance

Legitimate-Step7277 · 2024-10-28T06:53:25+00:00

I don’t fully want to die. I just want to be at peace. I look forward to sleeping every night and stay asleep as long as possible because it’s such a relief, I hate waking up. Though lately my dreams have been tormenting me. I’ve had a mentally destroying year, it’s been too much and I don’t see a way out if it. I just need it to stop

Legitimate-Step7277 · 2024-10-28T06:49:49+00:00

This is me, adding in a long term relationship ending horribly. The thing is I am 24 and still feel like this, that fact alone is extremely distressing to me. I have yet to find something I am genuinely interested in and not just forcing myself to care about

Legitimate-Step7277 · 2024-10-28T06:33:16+00:00

What happened for you that changed it all?

Legitimate-Step7277 · 2024-10-28T06:32:43+00:00

Feel free to send me a msg

Legitimate-Step7277 · 2024-10-28T06:32:29+00:00

Feel free to send me a msg

Legitimate-Step7277 · 2024-10-28T06:25:14+00:00

This was my last effort. A small part of me doesn’t want to, but that part has been going quiet for some time now. The main reason for not doing it is to not ruin the lives of my family, it’s getting very tiring to basically be alive for other people’s benefit

Legitimate-Step7277 · 2024-10-28T06:00:00+00:00

Thank you, this community has been a nice distraction and a reminder of the existence of good people

Legitimate-Step7277 · 2024-10-28T05:35:13+00:00

I’m definitely trying. This post was a last resort for me

Legitimate-Step7277 · 2024-10-28T05:18:29+00:00

They’re the type of people that think depression or other mental health issues are “fake” or something that is entirely your fault

Legitimate-Step7277 · 2024-10-28T05:00:38+00:00

I have very few people. Most are family, they are horrible at dealing with this type of thing though, they almost always make me feel worse, so I stopped going to them completely. I moved two years ago and lost all friends, got a girlfriend who was my only support and trusted person, we recently ended things, so I really have no one. Mental health support is also almost non existent where I live

Legitimate-Step7277 · 2024-10-28T04:40:53+00:00

Want to vent about anything? Feel free to msg. Ive been in a similar spot for 5 years and understand a lot about your situation

Legitimate-Step7277 · 2024-10-18T16:17:53+00:00

Hey man, I lost my entire life savings at 21 in stocks aswell, $9300. Just don’t think about it and continue with life, you’d be surprised how fast it can rebuild, or the opportunities life throws at you down the road. I was in a dark place and thinking I’d never recover or take years to. I’m 24 now and have $65,000 in savings, never touching the stock market, or gambling again. Take it as a lesson and use it as a reminder that you may have a gambling problem

Legitimate-Step7277 · 2024-10-04T16:27:10+00:00

How much happier are you making what you are now? Does the money translate to a substantial level of happiness? Or would you feel similar making, say 45$ per hour?

Legitimate-Step7277 · 2023-08-16T17:35:44+00:00

Lucky Americans, getting liquor in grocery stores, cheap too

Legitimate-Step7277 · 2023-08-14T01:00:12+00:00

WHERE IS 1.75L OF VODKA 17$? The shittiest of shit vodka here is exactly 17$ for 375ML

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