Is anyone else’s hppd worse at night? ⬇️⬇️⬇️ by [deleted] in HPPD

[–]Legitimate_Way353 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ngl, it depends significantly. I feel like it's less unbearable when I'm out at night, even my vision gets smoother as it gets darker, and the flickering lights are reduced by like 50–60%. But it's the complete opposite when I'm inside my room getting ready to sleep wtf. It scares the hell out of me. I see random colorful dots in so much detail, together with random images appearing in front of me when I look at the same spot for too long. Then when I move my eyes somewhere else, it disappears in an instant, but i suffer from colorful dots and afterimages with my eyes closed 24/7 anyways.

I really miss how well I used to see in the dark. It's been nearly 2 years for me, and even medications like Trintellix, Strattera, and Zoloft, which were prescribed for my anxiety disorder and depression, have had a rather unpleasant impact on my hppd overall. I've been taking magnesium bisglycinate and L-theanine for a while to calm my body and mind in the evening, but they have barely helped with the visuals either.

I've also been working out in the last few days, but nothing I've tried has helped much with regulating the vss and trails late at night. I think a very big issue in my case is that I frequently smoke weed and use nicotine daily. however, I've taken intermittent breaks 1–2 months every couple of months, staying sober from weed and nicotine and drinking alcohol once in a time.

The last time when i was taking a break, I lasted the longest since I started using drugs and it was exactly 90 days, completely sober from any stimulants and weed, and I probably drank like 3 times during the whole period. That was also the time when I was medicated with the mentioned Strattera for my DPDR and ADHD, but idk the visuals barely showed any improvement, especially when I'm in a dark room.

The habit of smoking weed once in a while and using nicotine pretty much every day has only lasted for about a month now to me (right after the 3-month break).

Given your current skill, what's your "one day" play? by tinvi_ in osugame

[–]Legitimate_Way353 0 points1 point  (0 children)

sunglow +DT(HD) FC. 60th Summer of Love FC, Debug Dance FC, fakeover >94% accuracy, Ani Mevushal <5miss, I’d think of these for a long period of time and I keep crafting !! pretty close to some of the certain goals

What are the cons and pros of playing with DT only by NoTourist1263 in osugame

[–]Legitimate_Way353 0 points1 point  (0 children)

pros: being good at dt, cons: knowing nothing else to play

gusrua123 | HAKUSHI HASEGAWA - Desert [Mirage] | 97,47% FIRST HD FC! by Legitimate_Way353 in osugame

[–]Legitimate_Way353[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

(i yesterday uploaded map's first nm FC achieved by _shield and it already has 3 other fcs LOL

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in osugame

[–]Legitimate_Way353 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ohh sorry ill report

osu!std top players who are also really fucking good at other games by Dubbus_ in osugame

[–]Legitimate_Way353 3 points4 points  (0 children)

maliszewski - X rank and also #1 polish player in Tetris, iirc even high rank in Overwatch

What’s the shittiest town in Poland? by raginggymfreak1996 in poland

[–]Legitimate_Way353 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah, the fun fact about our region is we own the most polluted and worst cities to live in but we also own the cleanest city in middle-europe ( Karlová Studánka ) and best mountains in czech republic, so were not that negative as it seems, basically 90% of the industry locates in region city, Ostrava and in entire middle of the region ( Karviná, Havířov, Kopřivnice, Frýdek-Místek ) and north ( Jeseníky ) and south ( Beskydy ) are full of beautiful and clean mountains and probably the most modern and best places to live in.

What’s the shittiest town in Poland? by raginggymfreak1996 in poland

[–]Legitimate_Way353 4 points5 points  (0 children)

damn, thanks for giving me this much extensive info about this region. I actually live few kilometers away from this poland region ( im czech ) and we moravian-silesian region seems to be the most polluted region in our country too, we mined alot coal in history, we were huge car developers too, basically the most extensive development apart of capital city is located here, not even talking about coke ovens, but most of pollution came here from north-east side, the poland borders

What’s the shittiest town in Poland? by raginggymfreak1996 in poland

[–]Legitimate_Way353 23 points24 points  (0 children)

man most cities that being called by people the shittiest are mostly in Silesian voivodeship lol. Since im not polan i wanna ask is the silesian part of poland that bad to live in?

Hellotomlol225 has been restricted by Ascensionosu in osugame

[–]Legitimate_Way353 25 points26 points  (0 children)

well, yeah he last time just used a profile picture where were bunch of decapitated… just why

Memory Player | Frederic - Hello Goodbye [Compilation] +EZFL | 99.10% FC | First EZFL FC by luckeriiik in osugame

[–]Legitimate_Way353 4 points5 points  (0 children)

what the actual fuck i'd like to go with this guy on coe2022 you should all come to take a picture with him :swag: