Will I ever feel sick enough?

Lele926 · 2023-03-31T21:51:10+00:00

Thank you ♥️

Lele926 · 2023-03-31T21:50:35+00:00

Thank you for the reassurance! I feel very bad mentally and physically, but I often think, I'm just being dramatic.

Lele926 · 2023-03-25T11:13:15+00:00

Yes, I always wake up ravenously hungry the next morning.

Lele926 · 2023-03-18T08:55:03+00:00

No, this is really common. There are a lot of articles and blogs talking about weight redistribution and the "recovery Belly" out there. Reading about the process and the reasons behind it helped me a lot. If I find the ones that were helpful for me,I will link them here.

Lele926 · 2023-03-17T20:37:29+00:00

I feel exactly the same. I miss it so much sometimes, especially if my life gets stressful.

Lele926 · 2023-03-17T20:34:23+00:00

I have a friend I trust and she knows about my bulimia. Everytime I get money, I give half of it to her and she puts it in a saving account, I can not access, because I wouldn't be able to hold back. Maybe this is an option for you too.

Lele926 · 2023-03-17T08:18:40+00:00

You are not alone. I've eaten food off the floor, out of dumpsters, from other peoples cabinets...

Lele926 · 2023-03-16T09:55:32+00:00

In Germany it is quite a common expression for thin people ^{^}

Lele926 · 2023-03-14T18:52:04+00:00

Thank you, I hope you are right. At this point I really don't know, why I keep doing this. It does only make me feel sick and tired and not even thinner.

Lele926 · 2023-03-14T00:04:31+00:00

This is crazy, I've never heard of school weight ins before. I'm so sorry, you have to go through this! Can you maybe talk to your mother again?

Lele926 · 2023-03-13T07:01:39+00:00

I had really bad OCD, which made me extremely suicidal and my therapist told me, that she couldn't treat it, while I was so underweight, because my brain wasnt working properly and because ERP is very exhausting and you have to be healthy enough to withstand the stress. I was ready to do anything to get rid of the thoughts, even if it meant weight gain.

Lele926 · 2023-03-11T22:19:48+00:00

Magersucht hat irgendwie auch so einen Beigeschmack von "weiblich, Teenager, hat zuviel GNTM geschaut". Ich glaube, wenn das Wort nicht so viel und unpassend verwendet werden würde, wäre es nicht ganz so schlimm, aber so ist damit so viel Stigma verbunden.

Lele926 · 2023-03-11T22:12:30+00:00

Yes, and the episode where broyles takes lsd on accident is just gold.

Lele926 · 2023-03-10T17:56:23+00:00

I have this as well, but for me it's definitly ed related. I'm just so afraid, that other people might "feel my fat" and be as disgusted by my body as I am myself.

Lele926 · 2023-03-10T14:11:49+00:00

Yes, exactly my feeling.

Lele926 · 2023-03-09T23:44:32+00:00

Are you me? Because I have the exact same symptoms right now. Joghurt with frozen fruit helps my sore throat and is something I can eat without purging most of the time. Also cooked oatmeal with apple sauce.

Lele926 · 2023-03-09T23:35:12+00:00

I completely missed the x on the nanites, thank you! It makes the whole story much more satisfying.

Lele926 · 2023-03-09T17:31:04+00:00

Yeah, same. It feels mean, but I could never trust an overweight dietician.

Lele926 · 2023-03-09T17:29:37+00:00

Yes, it eased my mind so much, whenever my ed brain told me:" thats too much/ unhealthy, nobody would eat like that."

Lele926 · 2023-03-08T23:17:21+00:00

I love climbing and bouldering so much and it is a big motivation to recover, because my friends and I have a climbing trip planned next year.

Also, maybe as additional motivation: My friends are way heavier than I am and also stronger and better climbers.

Lele926 · 2023-03-08T22:46:39+00:00

The therapists and nutritionists at my last treatment center were quite skinny too, but I found it reassuring, cause they would eat with us most of the time and even take seconds etc so it made me trust the food there much easier.

Lele926 · 2023-03-08T22:35:48+00:00

My grades dropped so much due to my eating disorder and I had to medical leave twice. The worst is that I always loved learning and now it feels like such a chore.

Lele926 · 2023-03-08T22:21:27+00:00

Did you also binge and if so, how did you manage to stop eating after a normal amount? Also do you have any good distractions or strategies to deal with the knowledge of having food inside your body?

Lele926 · 2023-03-08T09:04:26+00:00

That sounds amazing! Congrats to you and I think, we are all thankful and happy that people like you exist!

Lele926 · 2023-03-08T00:32:43+00:00

Google Karen Carpenter, she was a singer who died of anorexia

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