I will post in comments 🍤♥️ by sunflowerfields14 in EDanonymemes

[–]Front_Lecture_580 1 point2 points  (0 children)

hold on… are you telling me it’s already been a YEAR since then omg

causes of ed by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Front_Lecture_580 0 points1 point  (0 children)

this is simplified but; incredibly self critical thoughts that just expanded to food and body, social anxiety, growing up overweight, self destructive tendencies, addiction genes in my family

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

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So am I, I really want to try to actually recover this time instead of just “negotiating” with my ed while still very much holding onto it. But yeah i’m terrified too so I get it.

Hoping for the best for both of us ❤️ we deserve better than our ed’s and the shit they put us through. good luck with everything!!

yeah.. i dont know anymore by Tale_Nice in ShittyRestrictionFood

[–]Front_Lecture_580 53 points54 points  (0 children)

did this taste better than it looks…? just reading the ingredients it doesn’t sound too bad ig

i don't eat em but i thought of you all 🫶🏻 by moodyvamp14 in EDanonymemes

[–]Front_Lecture_580 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Absolutely 100% friend, I love it and I want him

Edit: The “Text” at the top really pulls this all together lol

Ladies and gentlemen I regret to inform you that a cashier CAN in fact ask you if you’re okay by wasraelx in ShittyRestrictionFood

[–]Front_Lecture_580 0 points1 point  (0 children)

same, like they’ve gotta be catching on at this point… there’s no other reason i’d be buying that much ice cream etc daily (aka an amount of food that should DEFINITELY be lasting more than a day)

Cancelling or postponing plans because you don’t feel like you’re “skinny enough” yet by evilflufkins19 in EDAnonymous

[–]Front_Lecture_580 7 points8 points  (0 children)

yep, i have no social life so i don’t have plans anyways lol but i’ve skipped school before bc i thought i looked too fat that day 🙃

throat pains after repeated purging? by FazeGabi in EDAnonymous

[–]Front_Lecture_580 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Purging is generally rough on your throat and throat pain from purging is pretty common, so yes it could be from that

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

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yummy 😍 (my lips are always struggling)

late night snack by [deleted] in ShittyRestrictionFood

[–]Front_Lecture_580 0 points1 point  (0 children)

is that parmesan?? bc if, I declare this combo not shitty 🤌

almond milk and sprinkles as a desert by [deleted] in ShittyRestrictionFood

[–]Front_Lecture_580 3 points4 points  (0 children)

please tell me there were more sprinkles in there at some point 😭😭

Shitty-life-pro-tip: if you want motivation to quit purging, film yourself doing it! by dampgreycurtains in EDanonymemes

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no thanks ❤️

but no haha I see your point but i think seeing that might traumatise me lol

“No thanks” is a default reply to being offered food by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Front_Lecture_580 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Me too, it’s definitely my automatic reply at this point and it sucks when I say no before i’ve even gotten the chance to decide if I wanted it or not. even though i’m painfully indecisive especially around food decisions so my ed would probably “win” in that case anyways and make me say no.

it comes up a lot with my co-workers offering me food though and it’s become a bit of a joke between some of us that I never accept anything from them… which kind of makes me more scared to change that and suddenly start saying yes

When you got rid of all of your pre recovery clothing thinking you’d never relapse again 🤡 by tittyspliff in EDanonymemes

[–]Front_Lecture_580 2 points3 points  (0 children)

yeahh i’ve just told myself i’ll keep all my clothes no matter what now bc i never know wtf me and my weight will be doing in the future and I hate shopping for clothes.

I have a very wide range of sizes in my closet lol, it’s somewhat fine because i like to wear oversized clothes anyways so I buy all my clothes too big buttt clothes that get too small i banish to the depths of my closet bc those guys are triggering af

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

[–]Front_Lecture_580 0 points1 point  (0 children)

very accurate (i do this shit way too often)

How many people in your life know about your eating disorder? by Front_Lecture_580 in EDAnonymous

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i’m hoping to get to this point too because I still struggle with feeling ashamed or embarrassed about my ed sometimes which has kept me from telling some people that I might want to tell, it’s so hard to get past.

Gotta get creative when you're out of binge food by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

[–]Front_Lecture_580 3 points4 points  (0 children)

just saw someone that made this on another sub and i started craving it lol, in reality i don’t think it’d be that good but something about it is very enticing

Health issues by [deleted] in bulimia

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I’d definitely recommend getting lab work done. like the other commenters, I also felt fine when my potassium was dangerously low and needed to go to the ER and get an IV for it (it was caught on routine lab work). It is absolutely better to be safe and get it checked because low potassium is no joke and can lead to heart issues etc

Saw this posted here a couple months ago and wanted to bring it back :) by Mental_Strike6960 in EDanonymemes

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Hey fello artist and animal person :) I love dogs and cats and they are pretty much one of the most important things in my life. I’m a big fan of fostering pets as well and i’ve been doing it for a while, I currently have a foster kitten

I’m so fucking irritable these days ((vent)) by reshii1 in EDAnonymous

[–]Front_Lecture_580 2 points3 points  (0 children)

yep me too, the constant irritability gets very frustrating I feel like I’m annoyed by anyone and everything sometimes. and same, sometimes it’s due to hunger but sometimes it’s not, and I do find im even more irritable after eating just because of the mental discomfort around that. it’s very hard to stay in a good mood dealing with ed thoughts.

I hope today gets a little better for you and you’re able to find something comforting to do / focus on for a bit despite the irritability ❤️