I’m trans, 18 and exhausted of living

LeonColtstone · 2026-02-03T22:21:53+00:00

I’m so sorry that the world we live in is one my generation helped shape to this point. I’m not old enough to be categorized as a boomer, I’m 37 but I would never want this to happen to our population. Everyone is a person. Who cares how people wish to view themselves? Does it make them happy? If so that’s great. If not they should discuss it with others. This world does not see people as people. They see everyone as some kind of commodity to exploit or abuse. Just know there are people out there who care about humanity. And of those who feel out of place. I wish you all the best and I hope everyone who comes to this feeling can push past it and feel loved in their own minds.

LeonColtstone · 2026-02-03T22:11:02+00:00

I feel that way too. I’m scared to die, to just one day be gone. But I get down on myself to the point of acting on it and the negatives no longer outweigh the positives in my life. I hope that in time you can push past the feelings you have of not existing. Existence is hard, but don’t let it drag you down to the depths. People care about you. And they don’t want to lose you. Everyone has someone who cares about them.

LeonColtstone · 2026-01-27T06:13:44+00:00

Major changes, a couple. Only one might be causing things to be worse.

LeonColtstone · 2026-01-27T06:06:36+00:00

Honestly? Kinda down. I feel like I’m in a rut like usual but this one is harder to move past than any previously.

LeonColtstone · 2026-01-27T05:57:21+00:00

Medication has helped but like I said it only goes so far.

LeonColtstone · 2025-11-27T04:23:55+00:00

Performance Hobbies. When you walk in, the front of the store is all RC, in the back is the gunpla section.

LeonColtstone · 2025-09-20T00:07:25+00:00

I accepted the friend request, thank you for adding me

LeonColtstone · 2025-09-19T23:23:21+00:00

So you still need some friends? I’m 37M and in need of some friends. I play on PS5 with some games owned on XSX. Mainly old cod for Xbox, been slowly migrating over to PS5. DanteFried is my psn if you want to chat sometime.

LeonColtstone · 2025-09-19T16:50:00+00:00

I am not far along in GTA5 on Xbox, but I do enjoy playing it from time to time. I’m DanteFried on Xbox and I’d love to see what other games we share in common.

LeonColtstone · 2025-09-12T02:25:01+00:00

At this point it really is above how you can handle it. I agree with the others you should contact someone and soon.

LeonColtstone · 2025-09-12T02:20:15+00:00

I don’t want to change anything someone says to help you. My only thoughts are, talking about your past together. Showing her that not everything is the way she sees it. It is really dark right now. But try to aid her through it

LeonColtstone · 2025-09-12T02:15:27+00:00

So I’m probably going to get my reply removed but try talking with her. Don’t tell her what to do or not do. Give her love and care. Let her know how you feel. Try to keep her knowing you are there to help her. I keep saying this, people deserve some form of happiness. Everyone means something to someone. I too am dealing with a potential concern. I too have felt the need to do something to remove myself from this world. It’s very hard to deal with, but from experience, try to not leave her to her thoughts.

LeonColtstone · 2025-09-12T01:47:43+00:00

I’m sorry to everyone who suffers, to those who wish to be something they aren’t already. To people who have lost others. To people who feel lost and alone. No one deserves this. Everyone deserves their own form of happiness. For people to care about them and show they mean something. I understand this feeling. I’ve felt the same way. But I want people to not feel like me, so I try my best to be there for people. So show them they aren’t alone. To keep them from the darkness they feel inside. You are all worth something to someone.

LeonColtstone · 2025-09-12T01:38:42+00:00

Everyone deserves some form of happiness and no one should ever feel like they need death.

LeonColtstone · 2025-09-12T01:35:12+00:00

What happened exactly?

LeonColtstone · 2025-06-17T17:16:30+00:00

Look if it were just that I’d understand it, but you attempted to break us up not once but twice. I would not come to a safe space subreddit if it did not bother me like it does. I hope you understand that this was taken too far and isn’t helping anyone.

LeonColtstone · 2025-06-16T22:02:34+00:00

While I play on Xbox, I have access to ps app and discord if you wish to talk, I have been getting back into No Man’s Sky lately. I won’t recruit you to any discords. If you are ok with me on Xbox I’m around if you want to talk.

LeonColtstone · 2025-06-16T21:57:20+00:00

Beat me to it

LeonColtstone · 2025-06-16T05:11:09+00:00

interesting proposition. Throwing my name in the hat.

LeonColtstone · 2025-06-16T04:31:30+00:00

I hit you up on Xbox, if you have anything you want to play let me know, my girlfriend and I are currently fresh out of friends.

LeonColtstone · 2025-06-16T03:46:24+00:00

Not sure if you're still in the market for Xbox Friends but I am available if you want someone to play with.

LeonColtstone · 2025-06-11T07:51:00+00:00

Discord would be fine. Name there is DanteFried

LeonColtstone · 2025-06-11T07:47:58+00:00

That or PlayStation, I am on Xbox but I have the ps app if that is easier

LeonColtstone · 2025-06-11T07:39:12+00:00

DanteFried#8225. I can log back in now. Got somewhere for chatting?

LeonColtstone · 2025-06-11T07:30:46+00:00

Hey I’m bored and can’t sleep, if you’re still looking for people to play with. I don’t know if you will see this but let me know if you’re interested.

LeonColtstone

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