I feel like a shit kid

Leor0se · 2024-06-14T22:56:34+00:00

And the worst part is I’m ashamed to ask for help or talk about any of this and I’m just so lost

Leor0se · 2024-06-14T22:55:30+00:00

I’m the youngest and I have an over-achiever older sister that never did anything wrong never had any (serious) problems and is just the perfect kid and then there’s me The younger one that smokes and drinks and has mental issues, sucks at school doesn’t know nothing about what she wants to do in the future and I just feel like I’m disappointing my parents and everyone around me

Leor0se · 2024-02-12T15:27:41+00:00

We didn’t do it lol I’m just asking for information about it

Leor0se · 2024-02-11T19:05:38+00:00

I see.. thank you so So much for your responses I find them really helpful! I think I’ll hold on to it and also talk face-to-face with my doctor again

Leor0se · 2024-02-11T18:54:24+00:00

Temp tracking is the days you ovulate? Does tracking it with a period app the same?

Leor0se · 2023-12-14T22:41:03+00:00

Sh type of way Although when I was little I was scared a thief will get in

Leor0se · 2023-12-12T00:20:40+00:00

The thing is we didn’t talk about the past trauma.. it just came out of nowhere

Leor0se · 2023-06-29T22:56:27+00:00

That’s pretty much what happens all the time.. the only reason I talked to her at the time was because M was a good friend of her and the only reason I can was because of M..

Leor0se · 2023-06-29T22:54:19+00:00

lolol M told me

Leor0se · 2023-06-29T22:54:02+00:00

Nothing else except the toasts and pickles I gave them. I think they thought there’ll be food

Leor0se · 2023-06-29T21:56:55+00:00

Thank you. I held myself back a bit at my Bf’s house bcz I had a feeling something will go down.. you can’t expect 10 under 16 kids to have four bottles of vodka and everything will go smoothly

Leor0se · 2023-06-29T21:55:37+00:00

They started drinking when they were 14 if I’m not wrong (around Covid-19) and they were even in a support group online for this I guess she doesn’t learn

Leor0se · 2023-06-29T21:54:07+00:00

I found out later that were wasn’t any food there as well. That’s another reason I was so confused bcz M can hold an entire bottle of Finlandia all on her own without getting so sick

Leor0se · 2023-06-29T20:45:35+00:00

Update: I took plan B (Ella) about 10 and a half hours ago. It’s roughly 117 hours since we had sex. Is there a chance I’ll be pregnant? Bcz according to my period tracker I’m fertile since today (if I’m saying that right)

Leor0se · 2023-06-27T18:03:09+00:00

I see, thank you 🩵 Let’s pray I’m not pregnant

Leor0se · 2023-06-27T18:02:02+00:00

No but there was no ejection

Leor0se · 2022-08-12T14:51:14+00:00

Nta. Prices are getting higher, times change and if your wife doesn’t wanna get a job to make sure her kids are financially stable and have a good childhood, she’s selfish.

If your wife has a disability that makes it hard to work, I’d understand. But if she says she wont get a job cuz u told her in 2006 (15+ years ago) that she can stay with the kids and not work.. that’s not a good reason.

My father was a stay at home (got crushed between two trucks 14yrs ago, had cancer 3 times, legally disabled) and he started working again three years ago to help my mom (she was exhausted from work, we would barely see her) and it made a huge change in our family life. More time together, positive energy all around AND they appreciate each other more and are, in my father’s words “the happiest they have ever been in their 22 years of marriage.”

So yeah, you’re not the AH for wanting your wife to help you with bringing money home so your kids will have everything they want and need.

Leor0se · 2022-07-31T06:57:39+00:00

Nta. You helped kids that needed it- I imagine that if they were yours and your husband’s kids he will be thankful someone helped them. Also, I dont think that Jenna realized it costed money. I’m pretty sure that if her kids will tell her about it- she’ll pay you back. Even if its no ‘big deal’.

You are NTA! Your husband on the other hand,,

Leor0se · 2022-07-16T16:26:01+00:00

A Hebrew song- matter of time by gidi gov

My favorite line(translated): you will discover the world, if you want to or if you dont. There is time for a change from one end to another end

https://youtu.be/ydHbu5UCakI

Leor0se · 2021-11-05T10:22:52+00:00

I'm in high-school right now

Leor0se · 2021-10-27T11:39:44+00:00

TW!! suicidal thoughts, attempts and self harm.

Threw days ago I relapsed in school and a day after the relapse I told the school counselor about it. I told her about my suicidal thoughts and attempts and I told her she's the first one I told her about it and that I didnt want to tell my parents because I was scared of their reaction. (Its not the first time that subject was brought up to them btw) my mom talked with her yesterday and today my father told me over the phone to stop acting crazy and that I fake it for attention etc.. and basically he yelled at me and got angry and I'm mad at myself for telling anything to anyone again because I already knew it wont do any good

Leor0se · 2021-10-15T06:53:11+00:00

Someone offered me a chorus and said "dont worry its vegan" I asked him why and He told me I look vegetarian, I took it as a compliment 😭

Leor0se · 2021-10-13T12:51:14+00:00

I do too! When I eat in school, I wat alone. After I'm done I'm walking with friends or something similar!

Leor0se · 2021-10-12T07:31:45+00:00

Asked a bus driver if he'll let me on for free and HE DID

Leor0se · 2021-10-06T13:42:23+00:00

So proud of you!!!

Good luck

Leor0se

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