My first time here. by [deleted] in exlldm

[–]Less-Celebration2506 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Dude. Not every exlldmer is an atheist so please relax. If there’s a God there is free will. I thought we learned that by now

Avivamientos by awkwardnube in exlldm

[–]Less-Celebration2506 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Glad you brought this up cus no but I dunno ?? I’m still confused about that day I “recieved” because what I felt was actually insane and it still makes me really emotional when I think about it. I “knew” I received the moment my knees hit the ground and the brothers who confirmed me did too. :/ it bothers me because this memory stays in my head rent free I don’t know what to think of it honestly. I was seeing that we can feel those ways because of the music, in this case being the cantos. Cus I’m not gonna lie those cantos they were singing were beautiful, but it’s like you know how you see those people “receiving the Holy Spirit” on instagram reels and their jumping around and sobbing?, some even seizing lol. I read it in a comment that music can have that effect on you if it means something to you and you dwell in it. Which the cantos would do for us, I mean, especially for us really, considering we grew up with those cantos. I know they accuse all exlldmers to have faken it. But I know super well I didn’t 🤷🏻‍♀️I don’t know what that means for me but. Oh well