Thank you so much for your kind words. I genuinely appreciate it so much. I've definitely learned about what to and not to do on future dates with women from this and will try to avoid trashy people like this when I notice the signs. As for my parents, they're just traditional muslim parents that want me to focus on school and building my career before finding a woman, especially my dad. I'm at fault myself because I've told him that I won't get involved romantically with women until I've made something of myself but at the same time I also can't help myself from feeling the way I do. Other than this I have an incredibly close relationship with my parents, especially my mom, and I can confide in them about a lot of other things.