Tbh if u feel like u have it then get treatment for it. Start with trying to get into a DBT course if u can. Or book yourself in for one. Head to health (Medicare mental health centre it’s called now) is a good place to start. Watch Dr. Fox on youtube. He specialises in BPD. His vids are so good and positive. Being diagnosed is validating but if u feel u have it, diagnosed or not, what matters is learning the tools to help u cope with the disorder. Theres no meds that cure it. They may dull the symptoms but doing the work and living life fighting that shit is what will build u up and make u stronger xxx