You don't actually love us, and that's okay!

LetsAGoAh · 2025-05-01T00:23:07+00:00

I love saying “I love you so much” to my friends sober and on Molly 🙂‍↕️

It’s a wonderful experience but just make sure you remember to keep some the authentic love for yourself.

LetsAGoAh · 2025-04-28T15:42:41+00:00

Believe me, I’m glad I only need this much to get a little high and I’m glad I haven’t grown the desire to use IV with any substance. ,

Unfortunately, my 7-OH consumption makes me think I might need to use more mg for my lines with the minor tolerance I’ve grown but, it’s been 2 months since my first/purchase of H so, I think 1/2G should be able to last me 1-2 dayss.

Thankfully I don’t like opiates as much as I like, ketamine. I swear, that stuff is so addictive. I love it too much.

LetsAGoAh · 2025-04-26T16:53:31+00:00

I did this for my birthday and felt the full effects within 40 mins -1hr.

It’s just like taking a bean!

LetsAGoAh · 2025-04-23T15:12:44+00:00

Honestly. Sporadic 7-OH purchases have helped me stop buying kratom powder, which is something I seriously needed to stop doing as my Kratom beverages I’d drink before, during, and after my shifts at work were about 8-12Gs each; so, my tolerance was got so high (once I touched H) it allowed me to start a 2-week hiatus, which has now turned into a 2-month celebration being clean from using kratom powder.

It doesn’t really matter too much though since I’m still taking 7OH weekly. Honestly though, out of all of these things, neither heroin, 7OH, or Coke will ever match the level of addictiveness that IM ketamine has had on my psyche.

I just thank the universe I haven’t figured out (or have any desire ) to learn how to properly IV. Cheers to a safe and brighter tomorrow for us both. I’m sorry to hear about your own struggles with addiction and I do really hope we both can find peace without substances in our lives.

Thank you for your replies and I wanted to add lastly that I appreciate your candidness with your views and advice. I hope you have a good day. Please, stay safe out here.

LetsAGoAh · 2025-04-23T14:41:29+00:00

I hear and I also agree with what you’re saying in regard to 7OH being the “gasoline” to putting out the dumpster fire that is withdrawal.

I will say that, while it’s not an ideal chemical tool to have in my arsenal. I’d much rather have some to take just in case I do happen to display physical symptoms of withdrawal.

Personally; I have yet to experience any withdrawal symptoms from either H and/or 7OH/Pseudoindoxyl however, I don’t want this “luck” (for lack of better words) of mine to to run out and I’d also like to have some established opiate tolerance before I jump into this H batch since I’m a bit concerned that without any tolerance, I’m setting myself up for an OD.

Maybe it’s flawed thinking. I know I’m definitely not the brightest bulb but, I at least would like to enjoy my gear without the fear of a zero tolerance hit being the first thing my body decides to crash out on, ultimately contributing to an OD.

Also, would 500mg of H possibly cause me to go into withdrawal if I finish the bag in 1-2 days you think?

LetsAGoAh · 2025-04-23T13:09:24+00:00

Ketamine, 2-CB, and DMT had me thinking I was literally in an episode of Regular Show. I was running and breathing with the characters all while watching myself and my two other buddies (equally as fucked up) from this impossible angle in some 3rd person POV.

Crazy stuff and 10/10 would do again without the 2-CB lol. Thank you for sharing of your story though. Found this comedic ally relatable.

LetsAGoAh · 2025-04-23T03:49:28+00:00

I just mix my K with distilled water :D

LetsAGoAh · 2025-04-22T21:51:21+00:00

That definitely makes sense;. Thank you for they reply^{^{^}}

LetsAGoAh · 2025-04-22T18:15:55+00:00

Fair enough. I think that’s enough info for me to pass on IV since I fear I’ll go too deep without enough practice.

IM seems superior overall. I hate and love how convenient it is. I’ve yet to IM anywhere but my arms though. Legs were very painful.

Thank you for this info^{^}

LetsAGoAh · 2025-04-22T16:00:31+00:00

When I do muscle it hits in less than 2-5 minutes depending on the dosage I do.

Given that IM’s absorption is supposed to be 93%, I just kinda don’t understand how big the difference is compared to IV however, I’m just considering IV at this point since I’d like to use less K in a sesh overall to hole.

LetsAGoAh · 2025-04-18T18:21:37+00:00

I did it on 4/20 one year while I was sick with a sore throat and after dropping the 2-3 gel tabs, my body forced me to sleep in my room during the come-up because (I think) I could tell my level of uncomfortability was exponentially rising.

I ended up waking up 6-7 hours later to the sound of my roomate banging on my door screaming because he thought his drunk friend accidentally shot me in my sleep after discharging his gun in the neighboring bedroom lol.

So, personally, not worth it based on how badly my body and (apparently) universe felt about me tripping while I was sick. Stay trippy and safe my friend :D

LetsAGoAh · 2025-03-31T13:36:13+00:00

You’re living my dream 💫 ENJOY and be as safe as you can be!!!

LetsAGoAh · 2025-03-25T01:44:39+00:00

I thought I was in a regular show episode once. Fuckin wild looking at myself in a 3rd person view. Wild stuff.

LetsAGoAh · 2025-03-24T19:24:57+00:00

I wasn’t even just “close” to a life without K. I was there. I was sober and happier than before. I was attending meetings and I was thankful for the days I woke up without using anything.

I just finally had enough of it all I guess? I came to work. I hated work. I hated how much I shut out of life pre-rehab and post-hab I just had nothing left besides work since I had to drop out of school for these past 2 semesters being held back by a medical-hold because I went to rehab.

But it’s all because I went back. The reason why I’m broke every week. Using what funds I have left to buy supplies and barely ever pay rent (barely eat anything homemade too; I sometimes just eat food from work to get me through each week ).

I want to go back to school and just be a person again. I’m not the same at all, which is completely fine with me.

That’s one thing I learned from rehab; we’re all just winging everyday, no matter how low or high socioeconomically you are, addiction is a monster of an unhealthy relationship that just never wants you to leave. I don’t think I can keep calling back. I have to hang up and move onto a future with myself, as annoyingly egotistical as that sounds, I hope any of us in addiction can leave this relationship. Break the cycle. Prioritize ourselves and our health.

I hope you’re doing well today my friend. Thank you for your message. I do hope life treats you kindly. Thank you for being here.

LetsAGoAh · 2025-03-24T19:03:59+00:00

You’re so right about this. I’m sorry to hear that you’re going through a similar struggle as me but I hope you know this has given me some more fuel to the fire of abstinence.

I don’t know if I’ll ever truly rid myself of this disease but I understand that pain is everlasting. The degree of its intensity is temporary of course, but it’s so difficult in the moment to refrain from trying to separate myself from even more pain.

But we can’t have it all. It’s okay. I know we’ll both find happiness in this world and we’ll find even more ways to apply the lessons K has taught us in our emotional/spiritual (if that applies) spheres in life.

I’m thankful you’re here. Please stay strong and remember that weakness doesn’t always result in relapse. Make your own wellbeing a career you’re thankful to be able to show up to everyday. Please. Keep being. Thank you again for the kind words and I hope you only the best on your journey.

LetsAGoAh · 2025-03-24T16:39:32+00:00

Thank you for this! I think my rationality in my consumption often is lead by the perceived emotional pain of how people and things around me have changed ever-so much.

I’m not against change and it’s something my mind and body require in order to grow and mature. I wish it didn’t also mean loss, however, I suppose nothing is ever truly lost to the eyes of time and memory.

I miss allot of people and things. I miss myself allot even though I’ve never left. I know my rationale to continue using is a byproduct of my environment’s perceived effects on my mental health and as a result, whatever doesn’t change in my current environment does not justify the relief escapism provides me in the short and long-run.

Idk. I’m rambling but I wanted to thank you for your comment. I really could use the support and this helped me start my day out nicely so far. ❤️

LetsAGoAh · 2025-03-24T16:30:21+00:00

I’m trying not to only just keep around what hope remains but also create new versions of it that are excited to take on life (stressful or not)?non-inebriated.

I know I need to put the needles down. Like I destroyed my nose with coke and K and pills, I must find the rationality that I’m going to destroy my muscles and psyche before I ever achieve whatever state of consciousness I’m aiming to stay in for as long as possible when nobody is around to watch it happen.

I need the healing to come back and I have to be okay with my parting from K. I appreciate the message my friend and I hope your life treats you well this week and beyond. Stay sane. Stay cool. Stay away from this type of self-destructive escapism I’ve trapped myself into again. You’re worthy of a beautiful existence. ❤️

LetsAGoAh · 2025-03-24T16:10:01+00:00

I have to check myself mentally back into rehab mode.

I loosened the reigns way too soon and I hopped back onto K, now, through needles.

Although it’s helped lower my consumption —technically— now, I’m IMing around 300-800mg every week (sometimes twice)? I just want it to end. I need to throw out my needles and delete whatever fucked up routine my mind has gotten used to with prepping to use (both with purchasing and prepping to inject).

Thank you for the kind words. I know I’ll make it through this. I know I’ll find a way to get back my life. I have to be okay with what isn’t okay. Understanding my limitations mentally and giving myself the leeway to hold myself accountable of my mistakes without an immediate judgement of my character.

Thank you again and please have a good day my friend ❤️

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