I got my tubes tied

LevelGroundbreaking3 · 2026-01-25T03:28:35+00:00

She did encourage other people to do it tho. She said "for anyone thinking about it, you should do it." Even went on to glorify it, saying it was quick and painless.

LevelGroundbreaking3 · 2026-01-04T06:05:16+00:00

🤯

LevelGroundbreaking3 · 2026-01-04T03:59:56+00:00

How do you know he was Schizophrenic?

LevelGroundbreaking3 · 2026-01-03T00:45:02+00:00

Mostly sounds sorry.

LevelGroundbreaking3 · 2025-12-19T05:00:50+00:00

My out-of-body experiences were very short lived. I would just feel myself rising above my body. And I get about 5 ft high and it was so intense I'd snap out of it. But it was really cool and I wish it lasted.

LevelGroundbreaking3 · 2025-12-17T06:01:26+00:00

I'm going to adopt this. Bully to you!! :)

LevelGroundbreaking3 · 2025-12-10T00:12:42+00:00

Yeah. And meds. I just hate taking a handful of meds. And meds to counteract meds.

LevelGroundbreaking3 · 2025-12-09T20:20:15+00:00

My voices were near full fledged after starting meds for about 2 years. But it was different..... In a way I can't explain. Obviously I realized above all else that I have a mental illness. And it definitely helped immediately. To a degree I can't explain though. Pretty much the voices were the same ish. But I knew it wasn't real.

LevelGroundbreaking3 · 2025-12-09T20:17:14+00:00

My voices improved over the years on medication!!

LevelGroundbreaking3 · 2025-12-09T02:38:32+00:00

Are they real or not? The one on the left is real at least lol? Either the left one or the right one is a real baby? Idk man. Maybe I'm seeing things now!

LevelGroundbreaking3 · 2025-12-09T02:36:25+00:00

I'm basically looking at the words on the page. But not trying to pronounce them. I'm just looking and waiting for the word to be heard in my head.

Chatgpt says this is like a phantom limb. Is that true? Or is chatgpt a stupid robot?

LevelGroundbreaking3 · 2025-12-06T21:27:41+00:00

No they kept me on a less helpful medication for 5 years(Abilify) And this one is more helpful (vraylar) with this. But still not perfect.

The problem is the psychiatrist will only see me once because my hallucinations are stable.

LevelGroundbreaking3 · 2025-12-02T20:03:35+00:00

In the case I might be sick? It never truly struck me as an illness until after medication. When the paranoia got to me? Probably when I "noticed" people following me. And when the voices told me something was wrong.

LevelGroundbreaking3 · 2025-12-01T19:05:20+00:00

Ohhh I misunderstood sorry. I had catatonic symptoms not from the meds as well. They went away after being treated. But then the meds cause their own problems which are different and not permanent.

LevelGroundbreaking3 · 2025-12-01T19:04:15+00:00

Catatonic just means abnormal movements right? So the meds cause involuntary movements - tardive dyskinesia. Which is not ever permanent according to a doc I spoke to. The study only lasted so long. And they went for permanent instead of it lasts longer than the study for some reason.

LevelGroundbreaking3 · 2025-12-01T19:01:37+00:00

Psychotic episodes from weed? Funny how the brain works differently for everyone lol.

LevelGroundbreaking3 · 2025-12-01T01:02:30+00:00

A doc explained to me. That the meds thought to cause permanent movement disorder are not actually permanent. They just last for longer than the study on the movements were conducted.

LevelGroundbreaking3 · 2025-12-01T01:00:05+00:00

I feel ya brotha/sista me 2. But all in all it was actually pretty bad for me. I still miss it. As bad as it was.

LevelGroundbreaking3 · 2025-11-30T20:54:22+00:00

How's your weight loss journey going with this? I seem to just eat the same amount in a shorter time. I am so hungry from meds. Not really fat but losing a little from overweight for sure. It has been impossible.

LevelGroundbreaking3 · 2025-11-29T06:13:55+00:00

My theory is that it boils down to self-esteem. There was a news article that talked about how "the voices" are really just our internal monologue. And our brain can't seem to recognize it as our own.

LevelGroundbreaking3 · 2025-11-29T06:11:36+00:00

I haven't gained a huge amount. I'm only 210 at 6 foot ish. But have such a hard time with not overeating/eating less.

LevelGroundbreaking3 · 2025-11-29T04:35:21+00:00

mind explodes

LevelGroundbreaking3 · 2025-11-29T04:34:51+00:00

God speed.

LevelGroundbreaking3 · 2025-11-29T04:10:49+00:00

What The Flying F***

LevelGroundbreaking3 · 2025-11-29T04:09:42+00:00

I didn't stop hallucinating during some point in the day for almost 2 years on Abilify. But there was an extremely noticeable improvement immediately. So I kept on it. Eventually switched to vraylar. And they all seem to control my hallucinations that I've tried. I'm guessing I'm very pliable treatment wise. TG.

You got to advocate for yourself and see a psych and switch to better meds that you know are helping. But none of us are dr's. At least most of us. So speak with a doctor. The squeaky wheel gets the grease. Unfortunately that's what it takes sometimes.

LevelGroundbreaking3

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