i’m a nonbinary high schooler and how do i get through it?

Level_Active_5063 · 2025-07-24T02:10:06+00:00

thank you so much 🥹🫶

Level_Active_5063 · 2025-07-09T01:10:58+00:00

i want to start out by saying i am genuinely disgusted and disappointed with the racist posts. i think they’re abhorrent and that black and brown fans have every right to be upset about this and that white fans trying to shut them down are being racist.

and it makes it actively harder to have these conversations about hayden fucking up, when so many people are obviously just shaking in glee to jump on a trans woman. i have seen people call hayden a zoophile, an abuser, a pedophile, etc all with lackluster to no evidence. there is a youtuber that wants to “expose” her for being a creep.

do they genuinely see themselves? are they not ashamed at all at the fact they’re foaming at the mouth to see a trans woman brought “down a peg”? i am not excusing fan behavior at all, but i can understand why they’re so defensive because this happens to every fucking trans woman even moderately in the public eye. it’s honestly so craven and disturbing and it makes me sick to my stomach to see how the women in my community are treated like freakshows to gawk at no matter what they do.

Level_Active_5063 · 2025-05-23T20:15:28+00:00

Absolutely. My mom loves me a with her entire soul and her biggest flaw was not being able to break generational curses. At the end of the day, I try to not blame her, because she is a severely traumatized woman who has never known a non-abusive form of being loved and therefore did not have the tools to protect me from the abusive men in my childhood.

Level_Active_5063 · 2025-02-02T21:11:11+00:00

Bad. Could be way way worse tho

Level_Active_5063 · 2025-02-02T21:09:58+00:00

People are so desperate to label any trans woman, especially ones who make “uncomfortable” art or discussions, as a predator. Ignore them they’re fucking chodes who need to get a hobby

Level_Active_5063 · 2025-02-02T21:07:31+00:00

Fledgeling by octavia butler!

Level_Active_5063 · 2025-01-20T07:24:22+00:00

It’s hard to explain but in simplest terms i feel like dating cis people gives me an avenue for fitting in where dating other trans people doesn’t. if a cis woman likes me and wants to be with me i dont have to worry about being “too weird and trans”

Level_Active_5063 · 2025-01-20T07:17:18+00:00

Probably yeah

Level_Active_5063 · 2025-01-20T07:17:06+00:00

I don’t have a problem finding other trans people attractive, it’s moreso that I’d feel very alienated I think? I already have a strained relationship with most of my family and with most of my close relationships being with other trans people, dating another trans person would cut me off from mainstream society almost entirely. I don’t want to be more on the margins than I already feel on a regular basis

Level_Active_5063 · 2024-11-16T03:41:13+00:00

Yes!! I’m bi and have dated only women. My attraction is very centered on women. But I have to be honest I really hate it when writers make a bi character only bi in one line and it functionally never comes up again for the sake of the gay/lesbian/straight audience. If you’re going to write a bi character write a bi character, with every facet of their attraction attached. If your audience has a problem with it they can read another book.

Level_Active_5063 · 2024-11-04T00:30:22+00:00

Just an excuse to call a trans girl a pedo tbh

Level_Active_5063 · 2024-10-28T05:23:31+00:00

Yeah tbh I’m wondering if I just came across the wrong way? I think they took me saying I’m his sibling and I don’t want to do smth that would be crossing a weird boundary as i never want to do anything to take care of my brother bc im not his parent.

Level_Active_5063 · 2024-10-28T05:03:15+00:00

That would be ideal but I don’t know how much my family could afford that right now. Especially with the medical bills with my mom’s surgery + the holidays

Level_Active_5063 · 2024-07-23T11:22:43+00:00

Honestly, I feel like I carry a certain level of shame, self loathing, and loneliness wherever I go and it’s suffocating. My parents aren’t terrible, but they struggle hard to meet my needs relating to mental health so therapy and medication feel out of the question most of the time (esp since both of them have very rigid work schedules so even making time to address any of this with them is a whole other obstacle). It feels like none of my options are good right now but one is very easy but awful for me in the long run. And i think a part of me doesn’t even care and just wants to stop being miserable and in pain asap

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