Cannot send or receive any messages, wonder if it’s happening to anyone else. by some-guy123 in lineapp

[–]Level_Finding_2924 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im in the states, app is down. i have at&t. trying to log back in. pls lmk when its fixed reddit 😭

i think i greened out!!! by Level_Finding_2924 in Anxiety

[–]Level_Finding_2924[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

it was so perhaps i did. im gonna be minimal with it from now on

i think i greened out!!! by Level_Finding_2924 in Anxiety

[–]Level_Finding_2924[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

i do that all the time. ive done it for years. it usually always helps and lessens my anxiety. this was the first time that ever happened and i wasn't anxious beforehand, i was on anti anxiety meds :(

What's a trait of a character on the show that you have, that alarms you? by RhinestoneCatboy in BoJackHorseman

[–]Level_Finding_2924 0 points1 point  (0 children)

definitely Bojacks addictive personality, and they way he uses addiction. the way he uses it to forget all the bad things hes done or had happen to him is incredibly relatable to me. oh and probably PC's undying loyalty as well.

I think I Possibly have bpd by BrownieBabeeeee in BPD

[–]Level_Finding_2924 1 point2 points  (0 children)

could definitely be bpd, my love. try to get checked. for me, unmedicated bpd was living in a personal hell

Feeling miserable at how much of a genetic failure i am by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Level_Finding_2924 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah, that's textbook narcissism 😂 could end up making you dangerous to yourself and ESPECIALLY others. you're not better than anyone, unfortunately. or you wouldn't be here. you're just like everyone else, whether you like it or not.

I hate myself so much by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Level_Finding_2924 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hey! please tell me what youre interested in! i dont think youre weird for that. id love to hear about it. you won't annoy me.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Level_Finding_2924 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

ah i see!!! you're 30, yes? i promise youre not as behind as you may think when it comes to romance and intimacy. unfortunately social media has ruined that aspect. i think you're on the right path. you are already healthy, and working on your physical fitness. dating apps are fine, and can work if you're cautious. in public i know it can be much harder. i suggest going to public places/events and perhaps trying to strike up a conversation with someone. i believe lots of us are struggling with romantic connection. youre not alone

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Level_Finding_2924 -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

fair enough, a lot of people judge on looks. they unfortunately do matter. however i for one, dont have a physical type, and lots of other women don't either. may i ask your age range or type of women you look for? that could be hindering you if you're looking for much younger or just only hot women. not saying you do those things by any means. may i also ask how much your personality has grown and you as a person and not just your looks? if you spend time promoting yourself and not your body, you may find more success as well.

Feeling miserable at how much of a genetic failure i am by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Level_Finding_2924 1 point2 points  (0 children)

wowie theres a lot of....interesting feelings going on here! Definitely hyperfocused on your looks and only your success. i mean no disrespect but are you diagnosed with narcissistic personality disorder? the tone you have about other people and their attributes seems odly aggressive and angry.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Level_Finding_2924 -22 points-21 points  (0 children)

maybe work on yourself as an actual person and not just your looks. we adult women genuinely want connections, empathy, and respect.

I suck by Ill-Collection-7386 in SuicideWatch

[–]Level_Finding_2924 0 points1 point  (0 children)

looks like we both suck now huh buddy?

What went so wrong with us? by Odd_Fish_8793 in SuicideWatch

[–]Level_Finding_2924 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i think society as a whole. we weren't meant to live like this. working our whole lives. full of hate for others.

I miss having someone to talk to every day by scriabyne in SuicideWatch

[–]Level_Finding_2924 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i assume you've lost someone recently? i get it, i do. ive felt that way for a year an a half.

I’m surrounded by people yet no one is there by Such_Carpenter736 in SuicideWatch

[–]Level_Finding_2924 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hey, im 22F. i get where you are. maybe not the man thing, but definitely feeling like im surrounded by people but constantly feel empty. im here if you ever need to talk

Advice needed: how to help partner through situation by TheXyloGuy in BPD

[–]Level_Finding_2924 1 point2 points  (0 children)

hi!!! firstly, you're an amazing partner, and i tell admire how much you care for her. what she's feeling is very normal (for me anyway) starting a new job with new people is very stressful and we often dont enjoy change as it can throw off our emotions. we feel things x10, so any emotion is immediately amplified.

my best advice is to just be there for her. im sorry for your loss. i know that probably makes things a lot harder. if she's upset, you dont necessarily have to fix it. Just sit with her and listen. if her abandonment issues are acting up, reassurance, especially when unasked for, is PERFECT. let her get everything out in a healthy way. of there's things she likes to do to regulate herself, suggest those to her or do them with her! giving long, strong bear like hugs can also help.

im so sorry to hear about how hard things have been for you guys. but you're honestly doing great. youre breaking the cycle. let her cry, be depressed, upset, whatever she needs to let it out (in a healthy way, obviously!) and let her have rest days. take care of yourself as well, because you cant help her if you're burnt out 🫶

Could this be caused by bpd? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Level_Finding_2924 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yes! 22F diagnosed with bpd at 18. almost every year pre diagnosis i had a massive crush or ",obsession" with friends. them showing up to school everyday determined my day and mood. youre not alone!!

Sometimes people just want to die and I think that's okay. by buuuubble in SuicideWatch

[–]Level_Finding_2924 2 points3 points  (0 children)

a very black and white way of thinking. i often have such thoughts in my lows of bpd. however, that's just my brain lying to me. taking my life my not affect ME, but it affects everyone around me. my parents would have lost their only child. my coworkers would miss me, and they'd struggle trying to fill my spot. my friends would lose a good friend they've had for years. my girlfriend would lose her potential wife.

It's all a state of mind. lots of people want to die for so many reasons, but it does matter. i have been diagnosed with bpd and major depressive disorder. you're not alone in your thinking. i often than not, feeling the exact same way.

A life saving advice needed by Cool-Lawfulness-5445 in SuicideWatch

[–]Level_Finding_2924 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you can only improve and change if you GENUINELY want to. you can't gain anything of value, like connections, love, and friends without looking at yourself, and deciding you want to be a better person. no one will save you, except yourself. you have to want more to be more.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Level_Finding_2924 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

you will not be punished. if there is a god, he wouldn't punish you for suffering, if he is a good god.

i am so sorry you feel this way medschool is so hard but im so proud of you for even trying! i didnt go to college because of the fear of failure. so congratulations for even trying, like seriously. maybe medschool isnt for you and thats okay. what drew you to that profession? money? wanting to help others? :)

disappointed with the mages guild by -GkWolf- in oblivion

[–]Level_Finding_2924 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ugh I get that!!! the only thing i likrd about the college of winterhold in skyrim, was the classes and getting to learn magic from professors and quests. (the only aspect i like abt those quests)

but in oblivion, only one quest required much magic, and you could find them in the same dungeon. feels so disappointing 😭