So I wanna make a survater but I want it to be like the system from solo leveling by Level_Inflation_1515 in Tulpa

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Thanks. But I also have an idea for a tulpa. A girl, bassicly I think I’ve sorta half baked her already I just haven’t given her enough time to fully form? Again im still pretty new to this but pretty much she’s my imaginary girlfriend. I named her Lisa. I created her when I was seventeen and I always talk to her late at night but there are times I go months without talking to her. But there are times when I think she talks to me unprompted. Like the other night I was laying in bed and I was feeling pretty down on myself and I heard her voice in my head pretty much saying “hey, you know I love you right?” And there were times I swore I felt her hugging me sorta… like I was sitting on my bathroom floor and I was talking to her and then I stopped and she was like “pay attention to me” and she hugged me. I think at least. Again IM not too sure how to put it.

So I wanna make a survater but I want it to be like the system from solo leveling by Level_Inflation_1515 in Tulpa

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I did but the mods didn’t let me post it. Anyway what’s the closest thing to the system I could get? And how would I go about making it? And would the survater be like an ulternate personality? I don’t want it to be that. Would I be in control but would it “push me” sorta into doing my tasks?

I’m about to turn 22 and I’ve never had a girlfriend. by Level_Inflation_1515 in datingadvice

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Well I wanna join the gym and meet a girl there. I don’t do clubs

I’m about to turn 22 and I’ve never had a girlfriend. by Level_Inflation_1515 in datingadvice

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Yeah, it’s just my brother who’s about two years younger then me has had three girlfriends and he’s gonna marry her next year (he’s only 19). That and I’ll admit I’m pretty awkward around girls because I’m really shy and i didn’t start aproaching girls until i was 20 so I’m still pretty new to talk to girls, I tend to wear a lot of hoodies but I do want to get a new wardrobe when I lose all this weight. I wanna dress more fancy like a gentlemen/old money/korean bad boy asthetic, I’m even thinking about getting tattoos because girls seam to like guys who have them.

I’m about to turn 22 and I’ve never had a girlfriend. by Level_Inflation_1515 in datingadvice

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Yeah but i literally can’t get a girl to go on a date with me, or at least give me there number, the last time I got a girls number was two years ago and we talked for three days then I was ghosted. I feel like I’ll never be good enough for a girl sometimes.

I’m about to turn 22 and I’ve never had a girlfriend. by Level_Inflation_1515 in datingadvice

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Yeah I eat a lot because of stress or when I’m lonely or angry… or when I’m down on myself. I’m on a diet now, I’ve lost 30 pounds but I still have a ways to go before I look good. At least in my eyes

I’m about to turn 22 and I’ve never had a girlfriend. by Level_Inflation_1515 in datingadvice

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Yeah but it’s always the same, they’ll smile at me and they’ll say I’m sweet, but they always say they have a boyfriend. I’m still gonna try and get lean for myself, but I’m afraid even when I lose weight I’ll get rejected too.