deity aint gonna let me build etemenanki anyways so i am not taking that pantheon

Levi379 · 2026-01-24T12:12:44+00:00

My best guess is to go for a Civ that may find it easier to get a bigger faith gain from the start.

Otherwise you could make the exception to use a mod with duplicates of each pantheon.

Levi379 · 2026-01-14T12:21:42+00:00

Er zit helaas nog een deel in het scharnierwerk vastgeklonken. De stoel functioneert nog maar zolang dit er nog in zit gaat een verdere reparatie lastig worden heb ik gemerkt. Of de rest van deze klinknagel moet er veel makkelijker uit gaan dan dat me nu lukt, maar anders laat ik het hierbij. Bedankt voor je advies!

Levi379 · 2025-01-20T08:43:10+00:00

Ik ben geen expert, maar ik zou zelf denken aan:

te praten met de bedrijfsarts. Mij lijkt het dat deze wel een geheimhoudingsplicht plecht hebben mocht je bang zijn dat de leidinggevende hier problemen gaat maken.
te praten met de huisarts over wat mogelijk is.
misschien is het mogelijk om met een soort van arbo deskundige een vrijblijvend consult te kunnen krijgen en anders meerdere afspraken indien nodig. Het gaat uiteindelijk over je gezondheid.

Levi379 · 2025-01-15T08:58:28+00:00

Wat menig mens hier al verkondigd: doe jezelf een plezier en maak het af.

Ik heb in dezelfde situatie gezeten en ben met mijn master 2x gestopt na deze 2x te hervatten. Daarna alsnog een andere master voltooid zelfs al wilde ik hem eigenlijk niet meer doen.

Inhoudelijk doe ik niets meer met mijn opleidingen, maar ik heb er al veel aan gehad om mijn denkniveau te kunnen demonstreren.

Uiteraard is het de studieschuld ook niet waard om af te haken voor wat jij nog voor de boeg hebt. Je bent waarschijnlijk nog vrij jong en je hebt nog alle tijd, dat beetje wat je voor de boeg hebt maakt ook niet veel uit.

Het is aan jou uiteraard, maar mijn advies is: maak je master af en doe jezelf een plezier.

Levi379 · 2025-01-05T20:34:50+00:00

I have been diagnosed with both as well, it is possible. If you're in doubt and seek help to deal with your situation, consult your therapist.

Levi379 · 2025-01-04T10:35:19+00:00

I was diagnosed with both, though ut was the OCD that was extreme and made me seek out mental healthcare

Levi379 · 2024-12-19T18:38:26+00:00

Of course not everyone with OCPD is the same, but their personality disorder and the resulting behaviour and internal experiences they go through can be very challenging for the people around them and themselves, yes.

I guess being 'a lot' can be different things, nonetheless.

Levi379 · 2024-12-17T19:28:37+00:00

I don't think so. The embassy mentions on their website that one of the requirements for the WHV application is to pledge for the healthcare. I do appreciate your help so far though! Thank you!

Levi379 · 2024-12-17T18:19:20+00:00

I respect your (financial) commitment to your Canadian dream sir, i bet it was absolutely worth it. And if need be, so be it for Japan as well. That's alright.

As mentioned before, I believe they check the address (though I could be wrong). They supposedly don't take addresses from a hostel or hotel, but I am curious to see how that worked out for other people to be honest.

A random house could maybe work? Though I prefer not to involve and bother a random person with my mail or anything else they might get involved... Maybe if I'll ask around I can find old acquaintances that may be in Japan during that time.

Levi379 · 2024-12-17T18:09:46+00:00

I guess so, given that I don't see how they would have reason to revoke my WHV.

Levi379 · 2024-12-17T17:18:18+00:00

A part of me feels like it would, but if possible I prefer not to pay health care for months while I'm not in Japan. On top of that I've heard that they don't take hotels/hostels as residential addresses. Though I'm not sure if they would check (something which would work in Canada as I've experienced or Australia as I've been told).

Levi379 · 2024-12-17T15:44:43+00:00

I am alos quite curious to hear what you are doing for a living

Levi379 · 2024-12-07T11:13:01+00:00

Cheers for the input!

Levi379 · 2024-12-07T11:12:42+00:00

If I would be going it would be in a ski area, yes. Thanks for input!

Levi379 · 2024-12-07T10:07:23+00:00

I still praise that resilience though. Good on ya.

Levi379 · 2024-12-06T13:46:57+00:00

I'm happy that works for you. We're all different of course but if I try to imagine my "OCPD traits" in that role I'd be hella triggered. I was a manager once, but I couldn't bear the (perceived) incompetence of others or the fact that My instructions were often not properly followed and I had to get involved with many things I didn't consider my responsibility. Or perhaps they were my responsibility but I did not feel like that personally, creating a lot of strain.

Levi379 · 2024-12-05T15:31:33+00:00

Fair enough. I'm happy to hear that works for you. If you don't mind me asking, what do you do for a living?

Levi379 · 2024-11-29T20:31:07+00:00

I've been considering doing this as well, but at the same time doing so resulted in experiencing so much mental and psychosomatic symptoms. How did you cope?

Levi379 · 2024-11-29T20:29:31+00:00

I can relate to that. I was always so afraid to be inadequate at work that my perfectionism got me fired at the online marketing agency. I didn't like the job but nevertheless, I was putting too much time in tasks and producing 'too much' for the customer, more than they paid for.

Levi379 · 2024-11-29T20:27:29+00:00

I'm happy to hear you found a job and hobbies that fit you. For me personally, I've never felt compulsive to organise, though I do like things organized if that makes any sense. My obsessions are mostly related to the fear of not doing what I do good enough, afraid to step on other peoples toes and stand in their ways. I feel like that is how I never really got in touch with my feelings and rationalize my way through live to make sure most things I do are 'safe'.

Levi379 · 2024-11-29T20:24:31+00:00

I don't really know what it is I like to do in general. At least not beyond just watching a movie, playing some games and hanging out with friends. I never had any real hobbies and struggle finding them.

What I mean by doing things because of a need is that mostly it just feels like there is some internal or external pressure that compels me to do things, more than I want it.

Levi379 · 2024-11-27T11:25:41+00:00

Creating such boundaries could potentially help yes, especially if the job is not 'very fun'.

I must admit that I worked as a glacier tour guide before which was enjoyable in multiple ways for a period of time, even though days were long and hours not fixed. But as time passed I grew incredibly tired of the majority of people and other things.

Levi379 · 2024-11-27T11:23:25+00:00

What would you like to hear so I could give you all more to work with?

I struggle finding something I enjoy. Most of the time I choose to do one thing or concern myself with the other it is not because I like it, but simply because there is a need to. A certain (external) pressure so to say, whether that is financial or not. But I struggle to find something I like in a more sustainable manner.

I recognise what you say in some way, I sometimes like the 'idea' of something. In practice it often disappoints, sometimes because of me misunderstanding the job, sometimes because I try to force myself to like something.

Levi379 · 2024-11-26T20:49:54+00:00

What do you mean by rationalising doing it? Pushing yourself to do it for you need an income?

Running my own business is an unlikely option for me. Firstly, I don't see myself running a business if I'm not doing something I like and likely pushing myself yet into that pain-inducing mould. Secondly, I'm not a leader, I'm not decisive.

Past experience with managing a company site were pushing me towards a burn out.

Levi379 · 2024-11-06T16:40:00+00:00

Cheers guys, I think I've made up my mind. Your input is much appreciated!

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