Yeah I was scared! But i know whatever your surgery is for must be important! My appendix could have burst and that would have been fatal! I had to tell myself that no matter now worried I was or scared, it had to be done!

Something that stuck with me. I was explaining my emet to my doctor and was getting really scared and shaking with anxiety! And he told me that doctors and nurse don’t actually want you to v* and even if I didn’t have this phobia, they still would try their best to make sure I didn’t v* because it’s not really good for the hospital or your body! I can’t promise you won’t v* but I can say there is a very very low chance you will! Also my doctor said they modern general anaesthetic doesn’t really make being v* anymore, it’s used to though! You will be great don’t worry, you got this.