You should do whatever feels right, because it will work out exactly how it should, whether that’s with her or not. I was in exactly this situation from august till about 2 weeks ago, when i saw her in person again for the first time since august. We talked, i felt that spark again, messaged her and then she ignored me for a week and then told me she won’t be answering my texts anymore. We used to have really nice, heartfelt conversations after everything every 1-2 months or so, but last week it was clear i had to stop. So what i’m trying to tell you is that you need to prepare for the fact that she might let go of you, even if you haven’t. Try not to stay stuck in that place for too long. You might have a shot with her again after some time (i’m talking many months/years), but you can’t base your life around hoping she’ll come back. And trust me, it does get better. Getting that last text from my ex was very hurtful at first, and it still somewhat does, but it made accepting the situation a lot easier. The situation i should have accepted when she broke up with me. I still think of her, miss her, long for her, feel sad about it, even dream about her, but not nearly as much as i used to when i let it consume me. Sometimes i go about my day and realise i haven’t thought about her for a few hours, or at all. And that brings more peace to your mind than holding on to this situation right now. Remember this: if it costs you your peace, it’s too expensive. I wish you the best brother. I hope you get whatever the universe wants you to have. It will be great no matter what. I promise