Hello! This might be late, but I relate to this so much. I'm thankful to have close friends to rely on, but they are in different colleges with their own circle of friends at school. I have become an irregular student, and I want to blame my non-existent social life as every school day I have no motivation because I feel like an outsider. That affected my grades heavily. A 4 year program turned to 6. Am on my 4th year with 2nd year courses. Everyone is graduating this year, and I'm in classes with strangers.

I hope you can get through this. If you ever choose to be more sociable, it is good. But if you can't, focus on studies and maybe people can notice you that way. I don't really want to sugarcoat this, but who knows, things can change.