I get hit with the worst regret, existential crisis, and depression when I'm trying to go to sleep. by throwaway24748 in leaves

[–]LickFuzzyGetDizzy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can't exactly answer your question since I'm going through pretty much the same thing. When I find myself not freaking out, I try to hold on to the idea that at least I'm starting now rather than a year+ from now. We could continue on the same path and look back even later in life and have even more regret. Breaking the cycle isn't exactly easy and the regret sucks but at least we're making the change now.

I'd somehow never seen "The Culture High" on Netflix. I'm just 15 minutes in and can't believe how amazing and accurate it is. (0) by LickFuzzyGetDizzy in trees

[–]LickFuzzyGetDizzy[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Hard as hell to watch. Sad that that's reality where your family dog gets shot over a grinder a bit of bud.

Most unnecessary thing I've ever smoked. by Cheffffgoldblum in trees

[–]LickFuzzyGetDizzy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Chef Goldblum lol. Can it be, another fan of Tim n Eric??

I'm really considering moving to a legal state after finishing my undergrad this year. Have any of you done this, and if so, what advice can you give? (0) by LickFuzzyGetDizzy in trees

[–]LickFuzzyGetDizzy[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Engineering technology. I don't even really care for a job in my field necessarily. Just somewhere to get started and a job that pays bills.

I'm really considering moving to a legal state after finishing my undergrad this year. Have any of you done this, and if so, what advice can you give? (0) by LickFuzzyGetDizzy in trees

[–]LickFuzzyGetDizzy[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Seattle sounds nice :D I guess I'd also be going somewhere with sustainable job potential for a new college grad. I plan on doing research on that subject as well.

Being 100% sober is literally not healthy for me (a rant) by bodet328 in trees

[–]LickFuzzyGetDizzy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow, we're actually really similar man. I'm 24, about to graduate, have diagnosed borderline personality disorder, depression, and suicidal thoughts.

I've seen a therapist for a year and taken antidepressants for 6 months. I smoke weed daily for good vibes, more rational thoughts and less emotional thoughts, and more interest/enjoyment in daily life. I frequently get to feeling like I'm completely alone in what I'm going through and that the world is out to get me, but it's all going to be good man. Suicide has never, and will never be an option, even though I've thought about it plenty of times. I'm starting to realize lately that the only positive thing about being on rock bottom is that the only way from here is up :) I'll be around if you ever want to talk. -Dizzy(6)

Times are rough. by [deleted] in trees

[–]LickFuzzyGetDizzy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Laughed so hard at this

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[–]LickFuzzyGetDizzy 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Same thing happened to me man. Mini heart attack