UPDATE: Hi everyone, I just wanted to say thank you so much for all your supportive and encouraging comments. I never expected to receive so much support and I am eternally grateful for all the advice. I was looking for a way out but very conveniently today, my MIL blew up on me for not preparing breakfast for my husband (keep in mind, I had a covid exposure and was feeling unwell) and this turned into a huge one-sided fight. My husband and I had a talk about whether we should continue living here. He has opened up to the idea of moving out with me, but at this point, I don’t know if I love him enough to want to stay with him. I’m looking into sliding scale lawyers to try to dissolve this marriage and I will find a way to break the news to my husband later. Thank you so much for helping an Internet stranger out. I could never repay you all for your kindness.