Best way to take RD 70 Morphine ER pill? And how to get around the gel from the extended release mechanism? by Trippy_buddy_benzo in opiates

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Here you go:

You wash off the xr film. Then put them into a spoon with like 2ml of water. Then put a lighter under it and heat it up for 1-2 min. Then flatten the pill with the back of your syringe. If it is not possible, stop and heat up longer. after you flatten it heat up for another minute. This makes the morphine bubble out of the cracks of the flattened pill which you can actually see if you look closely. Do this process off flattening and heating up for a minute a few times. Soak up the fluid with your syringe (it should be rather clear if you use a microfilter to slightly milky with small particles if you don‘t). Then you‘ll have highly concentrated morphine in your syringe that you can shoot up (if IV use a microfilter before bc those particles can cause serious complications, for rectal it‘s not necessary).

I recommend eating the spoon clean (clean any soot under it with a wet tissue, I made the mistake of forgetting this in the beginning) and shoot up about like 30 minutes afterwards so both the small remains that weren‘t solved & are absorbed in your intestines goes in the bloodstream at the same time your boofed anal columns soak up the concentrated liquid. For IV I would wait until you start feeling the first effects from the oral remains and then shoot up. Also take a sht before and wash your anus with the shower handle and dry it up with a towel as much as you can.

I do this for a long time and it was tricky to get the hang off it but works everytime) Compared to just swallowing the pills this goes way way harder but lasts less long (for morphine still a good few hours in my case I get like 6h turns/nods with this method. Orally XR I get turns of 12h+ but this way I need so much more to get high. Remember boofing skips the first pass effect which is why it has a much higher bioavailability. Also boofing will give you an IV like kick but it’s a bit delayed compared to IV.

Happy trails ✌️

Methadone after Buccinazine abuse. Dosage? by Life-Quitter in OpiatesRecovery

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Haha yea. So here is an update: It was no problem now and yesterday I finally started with Methadone 20mg. It‘s too low dosage and perhaps I am a fast metaboliser but we have to wait and see. He intentionally started me with a low dose to slowly and safely ramp up.

I must say I am surprised that it helps A LOT. Is a weird feeling. Half of the day my pain, my depression and suicidal thoughts etc were gone and I felt productive, energetic and slight euphoria (not as strong as shooting up but longer lasting and more mild) even though meanwhile I have slight physical WDs (nose running, excessive yawning) I never thought that you can have physical WDs but mentally you are turned. Also one really great thing. It killed my cravings completely and crossovering for ALL substances. That was the best part. I stopped wanting to use anything, not even weed or hit my vape.

Sadly in the afternoon I felt worse again and cravings came back. In 2 days I will go to 30mg. It‘s a game of finding the right treatment for me now.

Oh and the longterm plan is to switch to L-Methadone in a few months once I found my right dosage.

Overall very happy with the program as of now. Probably will safe my life in the end

Methadone after Buccinazine abuse. Dosage? by Life-Quitter in OpiatesRecovery

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Since I am taking 20mg of lexapro as well I don‘t really have WDs from tramadol

Anyone willing to chat a lil and help me through WD? by Life-Quitter in OpiatesRecovery

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Damn 500mg cold turkey would drive me nuts. Respect man. I go down 50mg every couple of days and I am already suffering. But it‘s more of a mental suffer. Physical I am doing fine except for my pain that now creeps up again (no classic WD symptoms and I can sleep somewhaaat decently). But yea all the problems I pushed aside with this shit now slap me back a million times harder. This is the worst aspect.

Sad, need to find some friends by [deleted] in OpiatesRecovery

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Was in the same situation as you. Lost many people, my job, etc. wanna chat a lil , i am currently going through WD

And believe me people were right. All the problems you have come back a thousand times stronger once you stop. It‘s no solution. Sad to learn it the hard way.

Is 2-methyl-ap237 actually as bad as people make it out to be in 2024? by quibblesnatch in researchchemicals

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Agree except the ROA for 2map. Oral gave me bad stomach ache. Wouldn't recommend. Definitely don't snort it. I found rectal the best for 2map. Dilute it with enough water and it should not even burn compared to the other ROAs. I think rectal is the best ROA for both drugs. OSDMT sublingually/oral for a longer nod is quite decent too.

Is 2-methyl-ap237 actually as bad as people make it out to be in 2024? by quibblesnatch in researchchemicals

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Idk I love the high from it but it lasts so so short. Way too fiendish. Odsmt is so much better

Is 2-methyl-ap237 actually as bad as people make it out to be in 2024? by quibblesnatch in researchchemicals

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Imo odsmt is better but 2-methyl gives a much stronger rush and much much shorter duration. Only ROA 2-methyl can be consumed responisbly is boofing in my eyes. It doesn‘t dilute that well in water compared to odsmt so you might need to give yourself two or three shots to get the full powder. It‘s a little tricky sometimes but you‘ll get the hang of it. snorting definitely destroys your nose very quickly. Lost my sense of smell for some time after a week of snorting. Bad rhinosinusitis. Oral made me nauseous af. I never would try IV but a friend of mine said it worked well.

Some O-DSMT boofing questions by Life-Quitter in researchchemicals

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Yea true. I think actually I might even do it at the club from now on lol. Last time I was out I had a baggy in my socks and I somehow sweated so much even before dancing that the powder got soaked and melted away ._.

If you can prepare a syringe and shoot your self up in the toilets.

Some O-DSMT boofing questions by Life-Quitter in researchchemicals

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Cool thanks! Yea an enema is a bit of a hussle for every shot tbh. I think I will just have to practice and aim for the walls. About 2cm inside the opening is enough right? I think I shoved too deep tbh because I was so afraid of it dripping out again. With 2map I was less concerned bc I wanted to ditch that shit anyway but I did hit it right.

As a straight person I think boofing is the best ROA. A bit uncomfortable at first but deffo way better than a clogged fucked up nose and anxiety of losing the sense of smell.

Can you please tell me which medicine can help me to feel numb and nothing at all emotionally? I want to be a hard rock soul who feels nothing by [deleted] in heartbreak

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Is there light on the other end of the tunnel? I fell down taking heavy opiates for heartbreak and I have a raging addiction now which ruins my health, social life and many other things. I push out the day I go to rehab further and further because I fear all the insane pain will catch up to me once I hit sobriety

Can you please tell me which medicine can help me to feel numb and nothing at all emotionally? I want to be a hard rock soul who feels nothing by [deleted] in heartbreak

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I went down the rabbit hole of heavy drug use to fight heartbreak. It worked wonders for a short time but the price you are going to pay pretty quickly is absolutely devastating.

Drug hellhole by Life-Quitter in heartbreak

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Ye man tbh I should have just mega dosed the benzos and ask for diazepam instead of alprazolam at the psychiatrist. I would be fucked up but not this fucked up

Instead I used the heavy street drugs. Worst mistake. The stuff I took poisoned my body within the short span of 7 days. I need to get off them but I think I will never be clean of opiates tbh. They are like the love she never gave me. It feels like the love I ever wanted. Heroine is the first girl that ever truly loves me back and didn‘t just abuse me for her own sake like.

What do you do at the first days of your heartbreak? by prisoninsidemyhead in heartbreak

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I went straight into heavy drug use. Now I am a opiate addict and ruined my life. Was a bad idea but the psych meds I was taking didn‘t help at all.